Faceless

Closer, Goodbye

     After that briell and me talk, we became more closed and he kinda stopped being weird and mysterious to me. We always talked about the things we have in common. I even found briell attractive and cute overtime. We became more close like "More than friends but less than a lover" kinda thing also we became close because of how often we hang out in the park. Our routine was like that for the whole month break, that's why we became fond to each other, i also talked to mom about him and surprisingly she liked him then she met him and liked him more. The break is now over, he had a massive glow up like shit he is damn hot and of course as the years gone by my feelings for him started growing knowing we could never be a couple EVER! If we ever cross that path everything will go to shit. I don't know if i mentioned this to all of you but i believed in the saying "HISTORY ALWAYS REPEATS ITSELF" so i believed if we ever fall inlove, the fountain will once again fall and the car crash might happen. We crossed paths again and i cannot bare that to happen ever again like shit i would be fucking dead. So i would be avoiding romantic shits to briell because i don't want to die. Even tho i liked him, i don't want to die yet. Days passed and it's the day where we part our ways including briell. After the program, i met up with briell i said i'll be staying and studying in another place he thought "in just another place"  but the truth is i will be permanently leaving him and going to the states to live with my aunt. It was the only solution i know possible, to avoid our fate of dying. I hope it's a good decision of leaving him for good because i also couldn't bare seeing him cry to the same happenings and reasons in the past. Now is the day i'm leaving town to go to USA he saw me in my car, i guess this is goodbye.