Woman Like Me

When you become a woman like me

When you will be a woman like me
I hope you find a real home
With people you love and not regret
I wish your hair would get white and dusty
When you are a woman like me.

When you become a woman like me
You will find love in even the smallest of things
You might not find the love of your life
But you would get all the things you needed.

But when you are a woman like me
Don't stop following your dreams yet.
Be grateful but competitive but not greedy
When you are a woman like me

If you ever become a woman like me
And if you lay upon the death bed 
Taking your meaningful breath,
I wish you look back and ponder
what all things you lost,
As you became a woman like me.

I hope you find life worth it
I hope you don't hate yourself
Cause dear, out of all the sweet things I possessed ,
My body and mind were the most precious to me.
The thoughts I carried and the will I had, I wish I did follow them so I could not
Become a woman like me.

I hope you don't find death pernicious
Or life useless
If you ever become a women like me,
I wish you don't.
My shoulders carry nothing but regret and tubs of sorrow.
But when you grow up, my child,
I wish you become someone stronger than me.

Dear Ila.