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so first off, thank you for.. 18 votes? and 300+ reads? danggg!

i didn't know y'all are jisungcentric fan, should i do one more after this book? let me know in the comments.

it's not amazing as you think, the plot is very messy so please bear with it. if you understand it, then so be it. :)

감사합니다, 엔조이!

"wait, so you are telling me that they have issues related to each other, which mostly who affected the most is han. what..?"

jihyo have been asking a demanding question and wants a demanding answer.

for the moment, pd-nim always answered all of her questions in one go, but in this case..

"jihyo-ah, i don't think it's a good time for me to answer that kind of question. if i blabber it out towards other people, that means i'll break my promise to my son."

pd-nim was always this calm, despite having to make a schedule for the group, he also takes care of jisung whenever he feels down, or needs someone to talk to. he is always there for him, as a father and not as a manager.

jihyo sigh, not wanting to force him to answer to such question, but then again..

"i will looking forward for an answer if jisung wants you to tell me some or no. thank you and i'm gonna go."

she understands what he meant earlier.

and with that, jihyo leaves the room. pd-nim sighed.

"you know, appa.."

pd-nim startled. jisung sits up and actually, he heard everything.

"you can just tell jihyo-noona about it. maybe it will make me feel better.. or worse." jisung mumbled the last sentence, he didn't want him to heard it anyway.

pd-nim looked at jisung, with a surprised face, but he doesn't show it all.

"a-are you sure, son? i mean, you could use some help with others, but are you sure about this?" in response, jisung nods.

"i've wanted to tell someone what i felt, i planned it all that. i wanted to tell jihyo-noona about this matter."

but little didn't know that someone heard their conversation outside of the studio.

(⁠≧⁠▽⁠≦⁠)

"set me, set me, set me free~"

seungmin was walking in the hallway, he was warming up for his vocals for their upcoming performance in music bank. this is the first time that stray kids will perform..

without jisung.

yes, you heard that right.

recently, jyp released a statement that jisung will be on hiatus for 3 weeks straight. but he will still be active on any social media sites. stays wondered about the sudden statement about jisung excluding in the group for weeks. they have different theories on why, how and when does this happen.

seungmin sighed at the fact that he can't see jisung now. not after what he did/what they did to him.

they're such bastards!

the hallway was now in the cross section, in front of him, there's a door labeled 'stray kids' manager's office' at his right and he sees it opens.

seungmin hides at the right side of the hallway and sees his sunbaenim jihyo exits the room and quickly walks towards the practice room.

"what's jihyo-noona doing at pd-nim's office?"

jihyo didn't close the door fully, but it is loud enough for seungmin to hear about what happened.

"you know, appa.."

wait, that's jisung's voice! but why in the hell is he in there?

seungmin thought. but he chose not to answer. wait, does he even deserve an answer after what they did to him?

seungmin actually heard the conversation between pd-nim and jisung's.

"i know you suggested jyp-sunbaenim to give me a hiatus for 3 weeks. but i have other options to leave and maybe quit my life as a idol. i don't know anymore. i can't even get any lines from our songs. i'm part of 3racha but chan-hyung and changbin-hyung didn't even bother to add some lines for me. argh! this is such a fucking mess! i loved them but they didn't love me the way i gave them my love! i gave my everything, appa.. i did." with the door slightly open, the sobs of jisung was heard outside.

seungmin felt his heart broken after hearing the statement. jisung has been on hiatus and on his second option, he wants to leave the group?

no..

he had tears in his eyes. those aren't happy nor sad tears.

seungmin runs away without making an sound. he wiped his eyes and goes straight to stray kids' room.

(⁠≧⁠▽⁠≦⁠)

"WHAT!?"

"what the hell do you mean by that, seungmin?" the leader- bang chan, had his tone on a panic and slightly upset.

"jisung just said he had other options to leave or just quit his life as an idol. he.. i don't know what other things he have said to pd-nim."

seungmin explained the 1st part, but he didn't spill the 2nd part of the sentence jisung stated, or what he just heard.

"what are we gonna do now? he's the ace, maybe an all-rounder something. but we have to do something! we can't just stand here and just shout to each other, or even worse, blaming each other for our dumbness!" it was now the second eldest said as the others just broke down.

"guys, this isn't the time for you to have that moment. we have to think of a plan of not making jisung leave. i already blamed myself that woojin (i'm sorry if i mentioned him, but you can just say in the comments of should i censor his name or not.) leaving the group for some bullying accusations, and now jisung? fuck."

"and now what the fuck is the plan would be? we can't just rush to jisung knowing we had our faults on him." it was now hyunjin spoke with annoyance and upsetting tone.

the door opened suddenly, gaining everyone's attention who entered the room..

han jisung.

"so i guess you all heard? well, i'm not even surprised. yes, seungmin-ah said was right. if i can't have the love from my members the way i give my love to you, then i'll just be excluded in the group. or maybe, i'll leave so that there will be no more burden to the group."

"jisung! you are not a burden to us, ok? we avoided you not because you are disgusting or whatever, but we want to get rid of the feeling that we feel about you. there! i said-- we said it!" bang chan answered, not realizing he was jumping into conclusions about love.

jisung, however, emotions came after. shock, disgust, that's how we feel he had right now.

"fuck you all! all you did was just.. ARGH! you can't even give me the love that i always give to all of you!"

"wait, what do you exactly mean by that, jisung-hyung?" jeongin carefully ask. 6 males were confused about what he meant, but the maknae understood it well. so, he asks carefully that he makes sure he heard it right.

"yes, i am, too, in love with all of you! i was just afraid that u would turn your back on me. not until i heard minho-hyung said he hates me. my whole world shattered into small pieces after hearing that, and maybe saying or a thought that all of you hated me or what." jisung's voice has became more cold.

HELLO, PEOPLE! i know it's been so long for this lame ass chapter for taking so long. but hope your patience has a key in it.

annyeonggaseyo!!!