" Are you done packing" called my mom while I tried to figure out what to do with my hair. " No ma not yet I still need to do my hair", I replied while bringing out the straightener as my last resort of action cause I could not be going through this much work of stress. I could have done braids to make my life easier but in this economy where everything is so expensive, and all my money went to my remaining school tuition I signed why did education have to be so expensive? It's all a cycle. I finally got my hair all done and put on some makeup to look like I at least put some effort into living. " Ma I'm done now where are all the luggage ? " picking up my phone from the table near me. " where else would they be on my head".
Rolling my eyes I turned to her "Can we please not start now this isn't the time, I know you are not pleased with the fact I have to move far away from school, but please let me do this one thing, I am not going to end up dead in the new somewhere you know". Going up to her i added " And pregnant too" thinking to my self she made that impossible I could barley talk to any guy without not being awkward. " But still out of all the places you choose New York, you know what that city is like"
Yeah freedom I thought
" Yes I know but I am always careful you know that and you raised me to be who I am, have some faith in the child you raised"
We packed all my stuff into the car with my dad's help, I don't really know what to think of him, he is just there to be completely honest, he doesn't do much neither was he that symbolic in my life he just had the title "Dad" and that was about just it. One thing I am a hundred percent aware of is that I would not marry someone like him, shaking my head.
I got in the car with my mom and awaited the mysteries that were ahead of me. You could say the car ride was very awkward to say the least, there wasn't really much to say to my mother I knew she was still coming to terms that her only daughter was moving away. This was what I needed in my life a new beginning. Getting to the airport was overwhelming, to say the least and I was only just getting to the airport imagine when I arrived at the school. " Take care of your self " i turned to her and hugged her " I will, I promise to call".
