BITTER AND SWEET/ BLACKTAN .

17 | I'LL HATE YOU MORE |

JIN POV :

My eyes opened due to sunlight hitting my face , suddenly I felt a soft body was resting in my arms . Her bare back was infront of my chest. I smiled looking at her sleeping face. She was looking so tired now. I myself didn't planned to fuck her last night. But seeing her I lose my control.

I hugged her from behind and planted a soft kiss on her neck . Feeling my touch her eyes opened and seeing me like this , she moved away a little.  Her face was doomed , dark circles under her eyes were witness that she didn't slept enough.

Her face was in a bad condition. Like she was crying whole night. I just looked at her actions , she was looking like .... She was seeing a beast infront of her. As I was about to touch her , she flinched a little. She was behaving like I was about to eat her. Suddenly she started crying. So badly.

"Jisoo , why are you crying ?" I wiped her tears. I myself doesn't know why I'm being soft towards her , I'm not like this. I never show my soft side to anyone but her .

"It's.... it's hurting down there" she sobbed . Ofcourse it was her first time

"It happens , don't cry . Do you want me to fuck you again ?"

"NO!"

"Why are you behaving like I rape you ? . Don't you know you yourself gave me your body. And now behaving like this " .

" It was my first time , you went very rough on me. You don't know how fuckin' it hurts down there. You could've gone a little slow" she cried .

I can see she's in pain, I quickly pulled her in my arms. " It's okay .... "I said and peck her head.

"Do you want me to bath you ?" I asked .

"No , I can do it myself" she tried to got up , " ow " but she fell again .

"I can't feel my legs anymore" she mumbled . Without wasting time I carried her naked body in bridal style . She blushed a little.

After coming in bathroom, I placed her in a bathtub. I pulled the drawer and took a box of medicine. And have it to her.

"What's this ?" She asked .

"It's a non-pregnancy pill. If you don't want to carry my seed in your womb take this " she quickly ate it .

The bathtub was already Full with hot water, so she was feeling relax . But no longer when I entered the tub and sat behind her , she gasped as I pulled her on my lap from behind.

We both were naked and Because she was sitting on my lap , I was feeling turned on again. But I stopped myself, she's already in pain. My hot breath fanned against her ear.

I just hugged her from behind and closed my eyes feeling her touch . I felt she also closed her eyes .

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AUTHOR'S POV :

" Why jisoo unnie didn't came  ?" Rosé asked as they all were heading towards their next lecture.

"I don't know , she said she have some work " Jennie replied.

"Don't you think jisoo is acting weird lately , is something bothering her ?" Nayeon asked. 

"I don't think so , you know there's a lot of problems in her life and I heard
her mother is going to have surgery." Lisa said and everyone nodded .