HIS "PSYCHO" LOVER

2.

badi muskilo se fir sambhalta hai dil.

Author Pov:
it's been 2 months since they broke. She tried her best to contact him but he blocked her from every social media. She tried to go to his place and talk to him but he ignored her and closed the door on her face. now she is trying to move on, um maybe.

her phone rings.
"hey " Liyana said with a not-so-in-a-good-to-talk tone.
"liyanaaaaa I have breaking news for you!" her friend Vidhi shouted from the other side of the phone. "oh my god vidhi u wanna make me deaf or what?" she said while covering her one ear and making an annoyed face tho vidhi can't see her but girls are insane.
"itni bhi loud nhi ho mai aur abhi ju btaogi usse pagal pakka ho jaaogi tum" Vidhi said still in her not-so-loud tone. "achha tu btao kya khabar hai time nhi hai mere pass".

"advik is going on a date with some other girl tomorrow" and here when liyana world crash down. her universe betrayed her and she felt her every effort going in vain because her love was going on a date with someone else. "WHAT THE FUCK ARE U SAYING? HOW COULD BE U SO SURE?" she said with anger and hurt in her voice. "relax see ik-" Liyana cut her words in between and said "See I don't need your so-called empathy just give me details when, how, and with whom?" vidhi felt something when she said 'with whom'. "flower cafe, tomorrow afternoon at 4'o clock and this is there 3rd date maybe they are dating already. her name is Siya "Vidhi was waiting for Liyana to respond, but she didn't say a word and hung up the call. Vidhi was really surprised and couldn't believe how ungrateful Liyana was. Indeed ungrateful bitch.

Liyana pov

I couldn't able to grasp the information I just got from vidhi. how can he betray me like this? Is he dumb or what? Doesn't he understand simple thing he belongs to me and only me!
I did so much to make you mine advik from the day I first saw you but what I got in return huh.
I lose my temper I am just no more in my sense.

"I LOVE HIM!!!" I scream while entering my room and throwing my phone on the bed. "I LOVE HIM MORE THAN THAT GIRL WE ARE MADE FOR EACH OTHER BUT HE IS GOING ON DATE WITH HER! HOW COULD HE DO THIS TO ME UNIVERSE" I said this while sitting beside my bed on the floor, a knife which I always kept under my bed touched my hand-a sharp knife.

I touched the edge of the knife "Dear Universe urge to stab someone with this knife is getting so strong now may I stab myself my dear universe? huh? After all, what am I gonna do now? I can't see my love dating someone else, you sent me to be in his life he only deserves to be mine but.." I said this with a sob.

"shhh don't cry liyana don't cry you don't deserve to cry liyana" I pat my head for a while the only thing I feel like doing rn is either killing myself or someone.. I got up and went near the wooden box. I kept everything related to him in this. his photos, the cover of the chocolates he gave me, the pendent we bought for each other, the bracelet evil eye one. huh, it doesn't work. all of a sudden I am feeling so weak these emotions are making me feel so weak. It feels like I am not being me where is the other side of my advik moon? not his moon anymore I guess. I wanna end this shit.

I was about to stab myself when a thought came into my mind and a devilish smile covered my face, my tears were nowhere to be seen now. whoops I am back "Wait, mujhe marne ki need nhi hai, he is mine only and if he I can't be mine then.. there is another way of ending this shit isn't?"

*Next day, afternoon 4'o clock*

"hm kuch bhi bolo advik choice in a cafe is always best now let's see who is that negative soul siya is"  I look around while sitting on a chair, after 10 minutes advik entered in a cafe with a girl wearing a wine dress. advik and her were wearing the same colour. damn! what a beautiful couple isn't it but did you get deja vu?

after observing them for a while I texted advik with a new number because he blocked me huh.
'Hey adi it's me, nhi nhi mai patch up ya apni safai keliye text nhi kar rhai hai I wanna move on too like you did. I guess universe ne hume ni bnaya ek dusre keliye mene hi galat samjha that I am sorry for every thing ah nvm mene text bas isliye kara ki tum mere ghar aake apni har cheez leke jaa sakte ho pls? mai ni chhati tumse related kuch bhi mere paas rheye aur mera move on mai merk deja vu moment de so pls?' and that's it, I hit sent after typing this whole big ass paragraph lets wait for the response.

he looked at his phone and  he just ignored my msg what the hell advik. then he again picked up his phone and this time he was reading something seriously. After some time which felt like 2 min, a msg popped up on my phone screen and it was from advik 'ok cool, lemme know the timing and I will just come and pick up my stuff and leave' perfect. this is all I needed.

I texted him timings and left the cafe so they can enjoy there last date how thoughtful of me.

*Next day*

Advik pov

"rishi" I called my roommate while wearing my shoes "hann bhaiii" he answer back from kitchen maybe "mai jaa rha hon thodi der mai aajaoga" I informed him "ok par kha jarha hai" he answer me back while coming towards me because his voice sound louder this time "liyana ke ghar" I said "achha ok" he said.

I reached her house within a 25 mins after all I am good biker. I rang her bell and she opened the door  "hey advik pls come in na" she said with a biggest smile on her face. her smile is weird tbh

"no need just give me bag of my stuff" I said because going in doesn't feel right for some weird reason this time "oh come on advik I am not gonna kill you aa jao andar" and then she laughed but this line doesn't even made me chuckle a bit still I fake a smile "alright then but I will leave in a 2min I have some work to catch up" I said and enter in her house.

"han han u wait on couch mai paani leke aayi itne" I turned around to say no but she left for the kitchen so I just sat there. she came back with a glass of water and offered me to drink I didn't want to drink but she insisted so I drank half a glass.

"so how's life advik?" she asked me while sitting on another sofa "Pretty good, what about yours?" something is off I can sense it. "We broke up because u got to know about one truth but I wanna confess 2 more truths can I adivk?" she said this while looking dead into my face. "chhoda we are not here to play truth and dare right, give me my stuff so I can leave" I said because I don't wanna know about how many girl hair she burned "come on plss! It will help me to feel a lil better" she said again without any expression. 

"ok" I said "so remember meeni?" meeni, my first love we even dated each other in 10th std but then she suddenly left me I tried to contact her but couldn't able to "yea I do?" I said with a questioning tone "usne break up nhi kara that mene uski side see break up text likha tha wo gayab nhi hui advik mene mar diya" what the hell she just said? "ruko don't be scared ok itni buri nhi hu mai pyaar se samjha rhi thi usse ki man jaao chhod de advik ko mani hi nhi tu at the end I stabbed her" she said with a normal face like killing people is so normal for her. I stood up with a jerk but my head felt a sharp pain "What the hell liyana u killed a human- ahh" I growled in pain "So what? mara aur bhi bhut story sunati kese sari ladkio ko dur rakha tumse but tumhare paas itna time hai hi nhi advik ab sad" she said this while coming closer to me  "dur rhao" I said this while stepping backwards, pain in my head was unbearable now "bhut pain horhi hai adi baby? honi chaiye itni hi pain mujhe horhi thi tumhe uss siya ke sath dekh kar hum tu ek hai universe ne bnya hai hume so mera dard tumhara haina" what a psycho dammnit 

"what u have done to me huh? "I shouted at her "nothing I just added some drops of poison in your water love. poison. love. wow "What the hell u are insane" she smiled "Of course in your lover tho I wanted to kill u with my own hands but how can I do such sin so I went tried plan B, adding slow death poison I know I am smart" she patted her self like she just did something oscar winning thing.

I was about to say something but everything in front of my eyes went all black and I fell  on the floor, the last thing I saw while closing my eyes was her smiling like a devil

I am trying to find my way of writing so this is gonna be quite messed up Ig but heheh bear with me as I already told u all