' Fear More than He Just Says. ' { RAPE ENTRY }

A bar? Cant be Bad! Right?..

I wasn't even comfortable in my own taste of clothing anymore.

I was quite used to crop tops, fishnets, and tight clothing overall. but going to a All Male bar with so much skin showing was a little strange.

I wasn't sure how i was let in. i didn't recall looking like a boy despite my pronouns.

Well, i suppose it was the fact jack had had handed the Bar's owner two twenty bills for no reason, he let me in without a blink of an eye.

I fiddled with my hair, lightly braiding the small strands as i glanced around the room, it was loud, and bright. not my standard. 

I tugged at Jacks sleeve, '' Can we go please. i don't feel safe here- '' I muttered loudly to him.

He simply chuckled and dragged me along through the crowd of men, from ages 16 to even 50.

I began to notice i was the center of attention at that moment, and that some of the guys had gone quiet, and turned to my direction, eyeing me.

'' Jack! '' i yelled out louder and stopped him, he turned to stare at me with a fierce frown.

'' i don't want to be here anymore okay? I'm already breaking the law being underaged lets just go! we can go do something else. please. ''

I looked up at him worryingly, shuffling at the stares.

He simply rolled his eyes as me and pulled me out off the crowd to a darkened corner, where 3 middle aged men were leaned up at the wall with cigarettes and beers.

He pushes me forward, '' Lad's this is my Girlfriend Cami. '' He hissed at the word girlfriend, as if it was a disgusting thing to say.

I gently lifted my hand and gave them a light wave, they smirked and waved back, chucking their empty bottles in the bin close by.

Jack turned back to me. '' Cami, this is Joshua, Will, And Jacob! My mates. '' he exclaimed, going over and giving the guys high fives, snatching a lighter from them and pulling a pack of cigarettes out for himself. 

I coughed, waving my hands in front. I didn't like the smell of fire, or anything burning perhaps.

The guys looked around the age of 25 to 30. I felt sick realising jack was friends with such immature and older people. Yet his taste was younger women. It was disturbing, but there wasn't much placed for me to go, so i just awkwardly stood there with a expressionless and nervous smile.

I glanced around at the rest of the club behind, and in the corner of my eye , i noticed one of them handing Jack some Dollar Bill notes, shaking his hand and nodding.

Jack walked back up to me, '' I'm gonna grab us some drinks. why don't you introduce yourself to my mates then? ill be back in 2 ticks. ''

I attempted to grab hold of jack and beg him to not leave, i was willing to be with him more than with these men. 

Before i could get a hand on him, One of the guys held a firm and tight grip on my shoulder and dragged me over to the other two, i swatted him away and moved back, pressed against the door to the restrooms.

the other two followed behind the first guy, and moved closer at me.

Flashbacks, FLASHBACKS!! 

These 3 were no different to jack, why hadn't i properly suspected it. why hadn't i disagreed to come along? Why didn't i say no?! if i had thought of the '' what if's '' i never could of been in this situation.

I froze.

I completely fucking froze.

The 2 guys stood by the sides of me and clenched my arms, the first one grabbing me by the neck and yanking me inside the restroom, 

I could tell a asthma attack was incoming, but i couldn't feel it. i couldn't feel anything at that moment.

I just stared back up at them from the marbel floor as they kept getting closer.

Closer and closer.

Then there was just the harsh feeling of gripping hands.