I CHOOSE YOU EVEN IN HELL

Through the lives of us

Why forgetting you is so difficult, even when you're not mine?
Why I'd make excuses
to get back to you?
I don't want you anymore ,
And I am very clear about it.
But still it's difficult
to walk away from you.

How can I love someone new,
when all I wanted is you,only you.
Not just wanted,I need you.
I knew I can't have you
But I'm still confused
Just confused about how can
I treat another man the way
I treated you.

Sometimes I think I am incapable
to love someone else unless it's you.
I knew precisely, that I could never
love someone's eyes the way I
loved those dark eyes of yours.

Do you know why?
Because it was the most
explored part of you
Your eyes!!!
I love to look at those eyes ,
And say I love you
But I've never got a chance to
live in that moment.
Everytime when I look at you, in the eyes,I got lost in your gaze,love.

Manifesting you in my lap,
smiling like a crazy boy,
And kissing the palm of my hands
Our kids are the xerox of you
Your eyes,your lips,your nose,
even your tanned skin.
They are the 3D print of you,
The only,one thing they had
about me is,my smile.

When these three angels smile,
I can see there is three version of you carries my smile,
I would love to see their smile 'til
my last breathe.
I've never adored someone,
as much as I adored you.
but now,I adores our kiddos ,
the way I adore you.
I promise you ,that you,me and our kids will have a beautiful life.

'Through the lives of us' be the
story of our untold love
It would be the first book of mine
Even though it's mine,you're
the main plot of it.
You made me smile,
You've poured all the love I've never got from anyone else in this world.

You're the sky on my earth,love.
You're the space in my time,
handsome.
You're the water in my ocean,beautiful.
You're the sun in my day,charming.
You're the moon in my night,luminous.
You're the stars in my sky,
my universe.
I'll love you 'til my death.