The Waitress

"Tears Had Fallen That's How Much I Miss You "

Dragging my feet towards the room i was staying in, my heart drummed hard against my chest and my knees were wobbly like jelly . I was tired but I didn't want to sleep . I was scared just by thinking what if they attack tonight .

I had to call Jungkook and tell him to sign the damn papers so that it would be all over. The sooner, the better.

Sitting at the edge of the bed with my head in my arms, I didn't even bother to turn on the lights as I'm scared to see myself in the mirror.

I wanted to call him but at the same time, I don't want to.

" Don't be selfish Yn . I know that him cheating on you is not right but at least do it for Mr. Han "

Dialing his number that I know by my heart , my finger hovered above the call button. It's too late, maybe I should call him tomorrow, i told myself to find reason just not call him.

" Don't kid yourself Yn you know all too well that he doesn't sleep until the sun is already up "

Sighing, I rang his line and waited patiently for him to pick up. Butterflies started to fly widely inside my stomach and my ribcage. It was now or never.

"Hello?"

He says picking up. A lump forms in my throat making me unable to speak.
I wanted to tell him badly that i missed him and that i wanted him to come and hug my tight in his arms but i couldn't find my voice. Just tell him about the papers.

" How are you doing, my love? "

He questioned with his voicd low and i could hear his heavy breath.

"G..go to your room and you'll see the papers on the bedside table ...please sign them immediately,"

I whispered trying to not cry.

" What is the paper about?"

He questioned making me freeze. What the hell I'm supposed to tell him?

" P..please just sign them," I said hanging up immediately. I couldn't do this anymore. He was suffering just as i do and i could tell. But it was for the better.

Kicking off my shoes, i didn't even bother to chamge into something comfortable. I lay facing the ceiling with my head filled with so many questions.

I was scared to sleep. I was scared of seeing nightmares. I was scared of waking up in the middle of the night completely alone. And i was scared of thinking about tomorrow. How could i go another day without him?
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Jk's POV

These last few days have been choatic.
There was something going wrong with the shipping and someone was leaking information was going crazy. I couldn't even sleep properly and on top of that my rose left me because of my stupidness.

I couldn't get her face out of my head howshe looked when she saw me kissing the maid.  I felt ashamed of my own actions . I don't know what came over me for doing what i did.

I was too stressed with work and i remembered drinking to ease myself a lil, but then the maid suddenly came inside, sat on my lap and started to unbutton my shirt. She started kissing me, and i just as i was about to push her away Yn saw us.

She looked heartbroken and her eyes glistened with tears. She looked so betrayed.

She hung up! It made me so angry that i gripped the phone tight as if it lessen my anger I'm feeling, but it didn't. I wanted to kill someone.

Standing up , i threw the phone across the wall feeling the beast inside me waking up. A growl escaped from my mouth as i looked around the room frantically for the piece of fucking paper. What the fuck is this shit about?

What paper is she talking about ? Is she asking for divorce? Fuck no, he will freeze before this happens . There's no way I'll free her from this marriage. I'm already suffering from staying away from her.

Advancing towards the corner of the room where the broken bedside table sat. A white foldes paper that laid on the floor caught my attention. I bent and picked up the papers with my hands slightly trembling. I just hope it isn't divorce papers.

Unfolding the creased paper, my eyes hastily scanned the entire paper and once I did, relief flooded inside me and at the same time, I couldn't help but feel curious about what in hell she is going to do with my property in Italy. What does she need it for?

Not even bothering to read the entire paper, I signed it as it's not much that she is asking for , plus she will get that what she wants.

Placing the papers on the bed, I looked around for my phone wanting to call her to let her know that I signed the papers but then 8 remember that I wrecked the goddamned phone.

A sign escaped from my lips; it looks like I'm not getting any sleep again. It's really hard to sleep without clutching her body in my arms. It was hard knowing that she is hurting and I couldn't even do anything about it. I couldn't even be near her to wipe her tears away and I couldn't blame anyone expect myself.

Exiting our bedroom I headed downstairs towards my study as I couldn't handle any longer staying in the room where I can still smell her fragrance lingering all over me, mocking me how stupid I was by letting her go.

Running my hand through my hair, I sat in my chair looking at my surroundings, where everything was upside down and broken glasses sprinkled everywhere, making it look like a strom weakest havoc on the entire room.

Our room had the same condition but only except for her closet. I gave all the maids vacation as I totally wanted to be alone all by myself but also so that I could escape the look of oity they were giving me.

The door suddenly burst open, revealing angry taehyung, who has not talked to me since the day my rose left.

" Leave , I want to be alone." , I sanpped rubbing my face with both of my hands trying to take my tiredness away. Taehyung scoffed making me look at him questioning.

" What is it that you want?"
I inquired wanting to get rid of him as soon as possible.

" I never thought ever would ever get to see you in this condition, Jungkook. Can you even see yourself right now?" He said approaching me, while I stayed silent as 8 har no words to say. After all, he was telling the truth.

"What's wrong with you? You're a complete mess! Please tell me when was the last time you are and slept properly?"
He booked, taking my shirt collar into his hand, looking tempted to beat the shit out of me.

I looked down, not wanting to look at him but he completely took me off guard by landing a punch on my jaw.

I looked up at him, suprised and confused by his sudden change of behaviour.

I stayed rooted in my seat, too tired to fight back. Taehyung stared at me suprised that I didn't even react.

" Are you fucking kidding me? What the fuck is wrong with you?" He asked, shaking my shoulders and at the moment  I got so overcome with my emotions, that a tear accidentally escaped from my eyes shocking both me and taehyung.

I was not afraid or ashamed to bring my walls down in front of taehyung as it's not the first time he's ever seen me cry. But what shocked him was that he never saw me cry for a girl before and it's been years since the last time I shed a tear, the last was when I was thirteen years old, when my grandfather passed away.

He pulled me into a brotherly hug whispering, " She will come back don't worry."

But when exactly is she coming back? I can't bear it any longer. I wanted to ask but no words come out asmy sobs echoed loudly around the whole room.

" I miss her so much,
I wish you were here my rose "