J- I'm sorry for burdening you.
I- Nope it's fine. Just a matter of help.
J- Do you still love me Isha??Am I?
I don't know about the possibilities of me in love with him. He left me after what we had. After everything. I do still love him but I'm scared.
I- I don't know Jon. You tell me, do I love you? *staring at him
J- Isha..
I- What do you expect Jon? I'm a human after all. Can we not have this conversation now?
J- Isha please.. *touch my handHis touch. My weakness. He hold my hand closer to him waiting for my reaction. I got a lot of flashbacks when I felt his touch. I slowly pull my hands off from him.
I- Don't Jon. Your touch traumatise me.
J- Ouh okay.I'm sorry Jon but I can't keep doing this to myself. When I lift my head up our eyes locked up for a minute, I know I won't control myself. The tired eyes shows genuine emotions reminding me of the reason I fell in love with him at first place. The dark circle under his eyes, the brown black cornea shine brighter under the light. It got me stuck for a minute before I break the eye contact.
Slowly he moves his big palm on my cheek and caress it slowly before plant a warm kiss on my forehead. I love you Jon. I miss you. I miss us. I needed this. I feel the tears from my eyes cause it explains how much I miss him. The peace that I could never have. When he break the kiss, I saw his eyes trace my lips before connecting our lips.
It was a slow and passionate kiss that showed how much we missed each other's company for these 4 years. He sucked my upper lips and his tongue enters my mouth and exploring them. I want this moments to be forever. I need him. But then, I reminded some things and pushed him away.
I- Jon what are we doing?
J- What do you mean?
I- What is this Jon? The kiss? Why?
J- I know you still love me Isha. The kiss is the proof.
I- Stop it Jon. WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS TO ME? YOU FUCKING LEFT ME JON!!!! WHY NOW?
J- I SUFFERED AS WELL ISHA!
I-YOU SUFFERED? YOU DATE ANOTHER GIRL AFTER ME JON. YOU FUCKING REPLACED ME.
J- NOOOOO. I DIDN'T. THERE'S NO ANOTHER WOMAN.
I- But you said you did.
J- I lied so that you can hate me.
I- Surya told me as well.
J- I asked him to.
I- You told me that you replaced me.
J-I wanted to know what would be your reaction. I never said I replaced you with another woman Isha.
I- Jon stop it. You've been lying to me all these years? How could you do that to me?
J- I did what I thought it would be better.*sigh
I don't know what to feel anymore. I needed him but before you declared he already has a gf and it was 4 years ago. I'm doing fine now but why I keep coming back to him?I:Why are you coming back Jon?
J:Huh?
I:Why are you coming back after you told me clearly that I should stop doing so? Why are you doing this?
J:Don't you get it Isha? I still do love you.
I:How am I supposed to trust Jon? You broke it years ago..
J:I'm sorry but I taught it would be better.
I:Then leave it. What makes you think I will accept you again?
J:The kiss explains everything.
I:That kiss was nothing.
J:Nothing huh?
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If Only You Knew🫀
RomanceThe familiar voice, the love she had once.. What if he returns after all the pain that he gave her??? Will she be back with him or choose the one who loves her?