Just no one

Part 33

Instead of crying on my dead body , cry when i am alive 

A/N P.O.V 

3 Months passes like days but today is different . Today is y/n birthday and whole day went in planning and accomplishing it . Y/N is all worked up from yesterday playing with kids . In those months she didn't let Kim's get closer to her but she kept helping Mina and taehyung . Even though he isn't in love with her but he respect her and treat her better 

" Let's talk " she said looking at Kim brothers . They all smile in happiness and stand up . They all went to garden " you all leave " namjoon said to maids and guards . She sat down in ground and look at sky then boys . She pat the ground beside her . Boys sat down one by one " how is your life going " she said 

" We were just living before but it's better now as you are back and kids too " Jimin chimed . She hummed " why jeongi look like me " jungkook ask looking straight in her eyes . She smile in pain " same blood same looks " she mumble . He stand up and pull her up harshly " Hurt me as much you want but i dare you to lie like this " his veins pop out 

She look at him with neutral face " you know that will leave mark for weeks " she said " jeongi isn't my child . YOU ARE LOST SINCE 10 YEARS NOW AND SHE IS 8 " he screamed in her others just stay silent . They wants to hear her , what she have to say and she did " i went to japan 3 year later , when i ran away " she said and remove his hand 

" I was watching you all , All of you . I saw you all changing bit by bit and it happen jungkook . It's just you who don't remember " she look at him but this time they hold tears , tears of pain and sorrow , he took his steps back " we searched her first " he mumble " i was with Lee " she said 

" 14 feb , Sonata Bar . Black dress , open hair , red mask blue purse " as soon as he heard red mask , his eyes wide in shock " Redie maskie " he mumble . She nod her head in yes and look away . Jungkook hug her as his tear keep rolling down , she took a deep breathe gulf her lump which formed in her throat . 

" It's okay jungkook " she remove him from her and look at other 6 Kim brother " Namjoon " she whisper very silently , he look at her in question " I didn't left cause of burden thing " he look at her silently " When i was drunk and did it , it fertile you didn't it " he silently ask her which caught her off guard .

He laugh on her face and shook his head trying to shake his tear off . " I remember that and when i saw namjin i knew it " he said as he smile with tear on his eyes " i was the reason wasn't i " his tear fall she sat in front of him and wipe his tear " i decide to leave for best " he pull her on himself and fall on ground letting her cry . 

" We are sorry , we ruined you " taehyung mumble as he stroke her hair gently " i..i was idiot , i fall for all of you . I am sorry " her wounds , feelings all pour out . " We also loved you all of us " jin said as he pat her back " Y/N let's get married " jungkook said . She look at him so does other " I love you , jeongi is our child and i want to marry my kid mother " 

" We cannot marry jungkook " she said " Why ? You said you love us others are married except hoseok hyung while jeongi is my baby . So, marry me " " I love you all not only you and i am not going to marry you or anyone " she said with a straight face " I just wanted to confess truth , it would had hurt you if you had find in your own "

" Live with us " hoseok said " Adopt my kids Kims " she said " What is going on y/n " yoongi stand up and look at her " i was mocking , anyways i am going out for something . Take care of kids and yourselves , Oh yeah! i wanted to say this from long but  will say it now . Some of you have very bad partner instead of bearing them and ruining there life , leave them and tell kids Mumma love them with her all life " 

Without listening to them she left and never came back . It was a goodbye for forever 

To Be Continue