ʙʀᴏᴛʜᴇʀʟʏ ʀᴏᴍᴀɴᴄᴇ || ᴛᴀᴇᴋᴏᴏᴋ

Chapter 24

2 months later

~ Taehyung's POV ~

I walked into my house after going out to the club with Yoongi and Hoseok. I needed to get my mind off of Jungkook like any other day. Is been 2 months since Jungkook and I have had that big ass arguments....I've been fucking Irene and Seulgi for straight pleasure....going that I'll get the feeling that I had with Jungkook back...But I cant

I slowly walked upstairs and grew myself on to the bed. I sighed and got out some clothes to wet when I get out of the shower. I hopped into the shower, and couldn't stop myself from thinking about Jungkook....He has been on my mind for too long and I can't control it. I washed myself and got out of the shower

I dried myself off and put on my night clothes, shutting off all of my lights but leaving one light on. It was the light that hung over a picture I took of Jungkook. He was smiling like a pure bunny with ice cream on his nose. I smiled and picked up the picture

I felt my heart tighten....I looked at a picture of Seulgi and Irene vs a picture of Jungkook. I looked at the two pictures and I couldn't keep my eyes off of Jungkook. I can't believe I'm out here picking lust over love when it should be the other way around

Now...I've lost Jungkookie cause I decided to be a fuck boy and use him for my pleasures

Jugkook was the person to make my heart skip beats when he smiled at me....When we made love....not fuck....But made love....it get different. I've never felt love when I said sex with Irene and Seulgi, but with Jungkook....it was different

I can't believe how much of an asshole I've been to him....I probably hurt him so much....But now..He isn't mine anymore

I sighed, throwing the pictures of Irene and Seulgi on the ground but carefully placing the picture off Jungkook my my secret draw. I sighed for the 8th time probably before tucking myself into bed

" Taehyung ? Are you both excited for the wedding tomorrow? " Hyorin said walking into my room and sitting on the edge of my bed. I slowly got up and sat beside her

" Honestly...I kinda am....after all of this time of my being sad and depressed... I can't wait to see him happy once again, it makes me happy " I said smiling at her and he placed a hand on my shoulder

" Look Taehyung....I'm never gonna be your real mother....We both know that, but could we at least have a decent friendship ? Jungkook told me about what happened when you went to go visit her, no one should have experience that. She had no right to push you away like that, let alone her son. I almost cried cause I felt so bad. I'd never push my little Jungkookie away like that , I couldn't image how you felt , I'm sorry " She said patting my shoulder

I felt tears in my eyes and she pulled me into a motherly hug. I wrapped my arms around her waist and slightly cried Into her shoulder

Was I really that bad of a son to where my own mother wanted to leave me ? I was always a good son to her, I started to become cold and heartless once she left but I never gave up but now I know that I should've given up a long time ago...Maybe I wouldn't be as hurt

" I'm sorry Taehyung , She didn't deserve a son like you " She said patting my shoulder and I cried slightly in her shoulder. I didn't know that I was such a bad son to where she wanted to leave me. " Was I that bad of a son ? "

" I'm sure you were a perfect son , she just didn't see it " She said rubbing my back and I smiled. I bite my lip and looked down before saying something

" What...What happens to Jungkooks real dad ?

" He died in a car accident 4 years ago.....Jungkookie was heart broken, he wouldn't eat or sleep. I took him a while too get over it. I was struggling with depression after his passing....But a year later....I met your Dad, he made me happy again, I didn't feel alone anymore " She said smiling with small tears in her eyes

" Thank You....Mom " I said looking at her and she looked like she was about the cry

" Your welcome Tae....get some rest , you and Kook have to wake up early " She said kissing my forehead and I nodded and tucked myself back into my bed. She looked at me once last time before smiling a closing the door

I stared at the ceiling and placed my hands on the side of my bed and hugged the pillow that Jungkook would lay his head on. I was being a complete ass to them but look who is a dumbass now....I'm sorry Jungkookie

You never appreciate what you've had until is gone