My secret, in the shadows.

Chapter three- 𝘔𝘺 𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘥, 𝘪𝘴 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳𝘴.

My hands clenched around each other as my eyes reached his own, watching his body turn then a hum escape his throat, making my insides fuzzy.

"Come here." A sharp inhale breathed through my nose as I hesitated, but not enough before stepping closer towards his presence. Everything felt wrong, but so 𝑟𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡.

"I'm attracted to you, I don't know fucking why or how but I want you. It's confusing me." He mumbled, his eyebrows furrowing before his hand cupped my chin and his thumb swiping across my bottom lip, making them part instantly.

"You make me feel like I 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵 you, but I don't need you, or this." His voice muttered against my ears, making my body squirm under his touch. I never noticed how heavy I was breathing or how needy I looked, but I didn't care. Not right now.

It was a quick snap in my mind that made everything pause. 𝘉𝘳𝘢𝘺𝘥𝘦𝘯. Shit, if my heart didn't drop to my stomach. I soon felt guilty, but the thought wasn't frequent as his eyes bore into my own.

I sighed and pulled away from him, even if I was thinking about it. I moved my hair out of the view of my eyes before I opened the door, stepping back.

"I can't." I whispered. He had seemed mostly disappointed but understood my boundaries, he went through the door frame and took one glance at me before closing it. Now why the hell would I say no? Because I still have a boyfriend. He may not be here now but he'll come around eventually, and I don't think he'd do this to me..right?

I groaned and wiped my temple before turning off the lights, thinking of what could've happened, again. It was short, but I'm definitely gonna call Maya. I know if this was her in this situation, she'd fuck him without a care. So why should I?

I'm gonna visit him, I have too. His room is across the hallway, how hard could it be. I wanted to wait a few minutes but those turned into hours from overthinking from it.

"Shit I'm nervous, but I wouldn't be nervous in the first place if I just let this happened." I paused before standing up and creaking my door open. I had looked down the dark hall before stepping out inside of it. I secured my surroundings before reaching his guest room door. My teeth sunk into my lower lip til I finally turned the knob.

"Nicholas.." I waited a moment before I heard a soft breath, peeking my head through. He was sleeping, and for some reason it had brought me more relaxed than It should've. I walked inside and closed the door behind me before walking towards him.

"Nicholas-" He had snatched me under the blanket and chuckled, but I was mostly shaken from the quick movement, adjusting to the warmth of his body.

"Hey." He said. I lifted myself up as I saw his smile, my face warming up from the sight. I quickly shuffled over before settling down once more.

"I'm sorry, for just kicking you out like that." I mumbled.

"It's fine, you have you're reasons and I don't keep it going." He shrugged, moving my hair out of the way.

I smiled and kissed his cheek, as if that was a turn on. He grabbed my waist and slammed his lips into mine, a small gasp escaping from my parted lips as I wrapped my arms around his neck.

I didn't let anything or anyone get in the way of this, I wanted him. And I wanted it now.

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𝘈𝘶𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘳𝘴 𝘯𝘰𝘵𝘦:
𝐻𝑜𝑝𝑒𝑓𝑢𝑙𝑙𝑦, 𝐼'𝑚 𝑛𝑜𝑡 𝑔𝑜𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑡𝑜𝑜 𝑓𝑎𝑠𝑡. 𝐵𝑢𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑒'𝑠 𝑔𝑜𝑛𝑛𝑎 𝑏𝑒.. 𝐴 𝑙𝑜𝑡 𝑛𝑒𝑥𝑡 𝑐ℎ𝑎𝑝𝑡𝑒𝑟. 𝐼𝑓 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑒'𝑠 𝑎𝑛𝑦 𝑚𝑖𝑠𝑡𝑎𝑘𝑒𝑠 𝑙𝑒𝑡 𝑚𝑒 𝑘𝑛𝑜𝑤 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑖𝑓 𝑦𝑜𝑢 ℎ𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝑎𝑛𝑦 𝑎𝑑𝑣𝑖𝑐𝑒, 𝑝𝑙𝑒𝑎𝑠𝑒 𝑠ℎ𝑎𝑟𝑒 𝑖𝑡. 𝐼 𝑛𝑒𝑒𝑑𝑎 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑎𝑠 𝑤𝑒𝑙𝑙. 𝑇ℎ𝑎𝑛𝑘 𝑦𝑜𝑢.
𝑋𝑜𝑥𝑜-𝐽𝑢𝑙𝑖𝑒.