I hate starting over. Another relapse and I'm stuck on the first 24 hours. It's time to face the pain and the urges. How can I fix my addiction when thinking about my addiction is the trigger?
I don't want to be vulnerable. Being vulnerable makes me realize I have a problem. Tell me I'm living in denial. I don't care. I just don't want to live with this anymore. I'm a slave. A slave to something that will take everything before it fulfills me of anything. Short term gratification...
