[💚COMPLETED] JODOH MR.MINE

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Naik trem selama 5 minit,mereka dah sampai ke CM a.k.a Central Market. CM sini lain dari CM kat KL tu. CM kat sini ada jual ikan, sayur, buah, bakery, kafe, bookstores. Serba lengkap. Ket rambang mata. Macam tengok Shopee, semua nak masuk cart.

"Kau nak buat apa banyak-banyak ni?" Gerun dia tengok. Dengan cheese, telur, susu, timun, kangkung, nanas, mackerel, sotong, pandan, santan kotak, esen vanilla, cream cheese.

"Entah la. Idea melimpah ruah ni nak masak untuk korang tapi tak apa, beli je dulu. Senang kalau malam tiba-tiba je lapar" dia menghulurkan dua recycle beg pada Rock untuk dijinjing bersama.

"Kat sini tak ada peminta sedekah ye Rock?"

"Setakat ni memang pihak council buat larangan minta sedekah. Tapi gelandangan masih wujud cuma mereka tak pernah minta sedekah"

"Macam tu. Gelandangan pun berdisiplin dan beretika kan" gelandangan di Australia sahaja ke begini? Tak kuasa dia fikir. Mungkin dia patut melihat sendiri .

"Kau nak tengok gelandangan ke Ket?" 

"Boleh juga"

"Malam ni kita tengok. Kita Maghrib dengan Isyak kat masjid nak?"

"Nak." Dia tersenyum dan merenung Rock.

"Emptiness is another form of Allah's mercy, a wake-up call that prompts us to reflect on life itself. Isn't it beautiful that Allah allows us to experience this distress so that we may turn back to Him?"  Ket yang mendengar mengangguk bersetuju. Itu yang dia rasakan. Tepat sekali. Dia beeminat dengan topik malam ni. Dia menggengam tangan Rokiah di sebelah. Duduk masjid takkan nak panggil Rock.

"I have felt it many times, and maybe you too. Although we are blessed with everything in this world just name it food, shelter, and wealth but we still experience this unexplained feeling. We start to believe that the people around us don't truly love us, or that we are incapable of loving anyone. Trust issues arise, and doubts fill our minds. We find ourselves diving into the depths of unexplained emptiness." Dia memang tak layak. Semua orang yang sayangkannya diambil Allah.

"We often attribute these feelings to mood swings or search for specific reasons to blame. We open up to each other, spend time with our parents and family, and things momentarily improve. However, it's not long before we once again fall into the grip of that unexplained emptiness."Itu pun dia. Kena tepat sebiji pada dia. Dia pernah 'sihat' sekejap masa diairtawarkan oleh ustaz Sobri.  Nah tengok dia sekarang, tersembam semula. Mana lari puasa-puasa sunat, puasa ganti untuk arwah papa dan mama, solat-solat sunat pun dia tenggelam bersama hati yang berduka.

"I call it unexplained emptiness because I believe it's the same problem expressed differently among different people. It can manifest as a loss of interest, diminished love, trust issues, doubts, loneliness, sadness, hopelessness, depression, and even thoughts and ideations of suicide sometimes tragically resulting in suicide itself" Subhanallah, Alhamdulillah Allah membawa kakinya ke sini. Tepat dengan dirinya. 

"Ladies and gentlemen you have the best cars, the best clothes, and the ability to have whatever you want in this world, so why are some young people still ending their lives?" Dia pun tak dapat menjawab. Dia pernah tak sabar menunggu Allah mengambilnya terutama sekali bila Mama pergi. Teruskan Sheikh, dia mahu mendengar dalil naqli di sebalik semuanya.

"Indeed, it remained a paradox to me. Why does this unexplained emptiness grip our hearts, despite having everything and even feeling a sense of gratitude for it? Then this verse came to me Allah says in surah Sajdah "We shall certainly make them taste a nearer torment in this life prior to the greater torment, so that perhaps they may return to the right path" Jadi begitulah. Ujian yang semakin hebat bertubi-tubi. Jadi apa dia nak buat sekarang? Bentengnya nak roboh dah ni. Nak pakai gam uhu pun tak boleh dah.

"Ibn 'Abbas explained this verse, saying, "The near torment refers to diseases and problems in this world, the trials and tests that Allah sends to His servants to guide them towards repentance. The fact that emptiness itself comes from Allah is something I find very soothing and safe for some reason." Ya dia tau dia perlu cari apa tapi mungkin sikap ignorance yang membuatkannya sambil lewa sehinggakan hatinya makin rosak.

"And whoever turns away from My remembrance indeed, he will have a depressed life." Ibn Kathir states in his tafsir "Even if someone outwardly appears to be comfortable, wearing whatever they like, eating whatever they desire, and living wherever they please, they will not find true happiness. Their hearts will lack pure certainty and guidance. They will be in a state of restlessness, confusion, and doubt, always uncertain and confused. This is the hardship of life." Sebab tu dia sering rasa penat dengan kehidupan. Malas dah nak cara hidupnya. Dia dengan robot macam kembar tak seiras dah.

"Perhaps the enjoyment we yearn for, whether it be seeking attention, seeking praise, listening to music, smoking or drugs, or engaging in secret and public sins, leads us further into emptiness. When we base our lives on fleeting feelings and ever-changing philosophies driven by desires and temptations, the more we try to fill our emptiness, the emptier we become" belum ke tahap bersuka ria sebegitu. Tu tanda Allah sayang aku la kan.

"One thing that makes me wonder is that if one justifies one's existence in this world, to worship Allah, then there is no need to worry without any reason. Allah says, "And I did not create the jinn and mankind except to worship Me." Just go with the flow la kan. Kau dah tau Ket cuma kau gagal ujian amali je.

"Some of these things may be part of our lives or daily routines, but when we leave something for the sake of Allah, He replaces it with something better, as mentioned in a hadith narrated by Abu Qatadah: The Prophet (صلى الله عليه وسلم)said,Verily, you will never leave anything for the sake of Allah Almighty but that Allah will replace it with something better." Aku hilang papa tapi mama jadi pelengkap hidup aku. Bila Allah ambil mama,Allah gantikan dengan Nenek. Walaupun Nenek aku garang tapi aku sentiasa tau tu untuk kebaikan diri aku. Bila aku hilang Zahir, Allah gantikan aku dengan....dia ke? Bukan ke tu bukti yang jelas?Lebih baik? Allahuakbar..