I am the Grim Reaper

Phillip the Angel

The world may turn and make time go by however time never seems to change things in the world I once saw. You see Nate it was always the same asshole Angels flying around with their stupid wings. I've stated before about phillip and I guess I'll explain it further with you. Back in the beginning of humans and all that crap, the guy named Francis, you remember the one who created everything? Well way back when I was a learning Grim Reaper there was a guy named Phillip, and he was the Main Angel. Phillip was basically God's right hand man.
I hated that guy so much, since he and I were messengers, at some point in time, for both the Devil and God. We never took a liking for eachother, at first, I mean he never trusted me and I would not trust him. There was something there for all those years, in my eyes I saw a potential sex partner but in his eyes he saw a monster. Of course he wasn't wrong I mean I kill people if I want to. However, He had this glow in his eyes that just made me smile whenever I'd see him.
Eventually after a thousand years or so of being around him and growing on eachother, I made a move. I asked him if he wanted to watch a village burn together. Of course, being the Angel he is, he rejected me. That is when I started to like him even more. Eventually i gave in and decided to do some " good" like helping him bring a village back to life. After a couple of times of helping and being a good like being he felt the same way. Even to this day I wonder how he truly felt about me. Guessing he liked me, he always stook around. The Devil was happy, he had thought that I had done this for him. He's hilarious, I'm not his lap dog and he is no match for me. At times I think he would like to battle me, but I'd turn down the offer. If I kill him then that'd make me the Devil but who'd want that title? All he does is just sit his lazy ass in his throne room. Anyway back to Phillip, he and I got along and we were a couple for a long time. It was something great and confusing at times. I remember this one time we were together on a hill at greece. We had a great view of a war going on at the time. I laughed about it and he gave me this cute stare. I liked that kind of stuff. He could've killed me at anytime, and why didn't he. I mean wasn't I his enemy?
There was, sadly, a point when I lost him. He had this new darkness inside him, a darkness that I could recognize. I asked him if anything out of the ordinary had occurred but he said no. He started to act differently and he seemed more dead inside. He was always lit up, like a lightbulb when we were with eachother. I started to piece together that dark aura and where I'd seen it before. I knew of a guard with the same energy. Her name was Julianna. I went on an small adventure to find her, going through the hellscape asking around. Going here and there and with every dead end i got kore and more suspicious. Then, after some tips, I went to the guard headquarters and when i finally did she called me over as if we were friends and took me to her chamber. She said she wanted to fight me. She wanted to destroy me for apparently "over shadowing" her. Saying things like i was now the right hand man to the devil. I was thinking I'd explain that thats not what was going on but she left me no choice when she looked like she disnt want to talk. I honestly barely knew she existed. She knew that I had been looking for her. She said she was "prepping" like if a demon can stand a chance against me. She continued on saying that "Phillip had been acting strange lately hasn't he? Thanks to me! After this he'll never be the same and the Devil will acknowledge me!". I drifted off into my over thinking mind. I started to question my feelings for Phillip.  Should I do this for him or for me? I was confused. Looking at that bitch and how determined she was reminded me that she is going to try to take the only pwrson i truly care about away! I wanted to kill her, hell I am going to kill her! However, I thought I'd make this fair and with exchanging of words. We conversated about how I had hurt her and how long her hate has been growing. She was pretty boring because i only remember her nagging and pissing me off. So after a while I told her to give me the antidote to that crap. She, being the annoying bitch she is, took out a battle axe. Which I'm guessing was her weapon. I could tell she wasn't seeing me to talk. I, now getting a bit pissed off, told her " take that energy of yours off of him or else!".  Now I could see this is exactly what she wanted. She suddenly leaped at me,but I didn't want to kill her but she had left me no choice. With a snap of my fingers my scythe appeared instantly, and in a quick mili-second move cut her in half. Demon blood, which is thick and dark, splattered all over the floor. We were in her chamber, which is kinda like an big auditorium. She was dead, her eyes still twitching with hate still ingraved in them. I was filled with this hate for her. Did she even know who I was, that she thought that she can fuck with me? Fuck with my family?
After that, her soul floated in the air I caught it in my hand. This bright light, a soul, in my hand. I made the judgement, she had no reason to live anymore. So I crushed her spirit into particles in the air, now and always nothing but air.
I hurried back to Phillip to see if Joey, the seed crafter could hook something up. The circumstances changed when I found him craving my death. I walked through this cell i put him in at the old abandoned L.S.A.G.(Ludhimes Sanotorium of Argricultural Gods) building. A building like a prison only for spirtual phenomenon. He was not himself anymore. Whatever Julianna did to him killed him inside and that birthed a monster. Phillip was gone. I let him out of his cell not realizing this yet, with open arms I called to him "I'm back ya goody two shoes". In the fantasy i played in my mind, he would be back to normal and I'd say welcome back and kiss him, but thats not what happened. He usually would laugh, hug and kiss me but this time he pulled his broadsword on me and nailled my abdomenal area. Time froze for me.That shit stung but that didnt really occur to me at the moment. I was too busy focused on how that was out of no where and how I lost him. I lost him because of grudges against me. I started to blame myself. Then time snapped back and I went flying through walls. He wasn't the head Angel for nothing. I flew hitting each wall in the way. Echoing booms going throught the halls of the abandoned building. After hitting the floor and stopping I got up from my knees and saw him flying fast toward me, with demonized eyes. His eyes no longer shined, they were dark and dead. I then opened my gate for reaping power. This red glow would come from nowhere and surround me. My gown would also appear. I went full reaper mode. I lost my skin and eyes. I was only bones. Then I put my palm out and the second the sword got too close to my hand it exploded. Phillip blown back by this had this face that I could recognize. A face he made when we raced eathother once on the island known as Greenland today. It sorta looked like a smile, or a grin. I snapped out of it and I snapped my fingers. My scythe extended to this nun-chuck like weapon with both ends with scythe knives at the end. I threw it at him, not trying to hurt him only for it to wrap around him to imprison him. It worked, I shook off reaper mode and took him to Joey. I went there and asked him if theres anything to bring him back. Joey had this look of sorrow and I knew what he was going to say next. "Look I'm sorry man, but theres nothing anyone can do for him. That stuff Julianna did to him is too intense to fuck with. It could kill anyone if messed with..." Those words have been stuck with me for a while now. After Joey told me that, he referenced a way to kill him without hurting him. Phillip looked like a beast now, unrecognizable. "Do i have the right to do this?" I asked myself. Things were getting really stressing as Joey gave me the poison. I looked at Joey with this hopelessness in my eyes. My eyes tearing up as the man I wanted to be with forever is loosing himself as time goes on. Joey walked with me to him. Joey gave me this patt on the back and left me with him. I started to talk to him "I'm sorry I got you into this crap. I know you only meant well. Phillip, WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU! WHAT GIVES YOU THE RIGHT TO DO THESE THINGS TO ME! WHY? WHY? Why is it that you're leaving me. Why when things were great?!" It was dead silent, I could hear my tear drops hit the floor. I pierced his chest with a dagger Joey gave me, which was covered in blood mixed with poison at this point. He stopped yelling at me like an animal and grew silent. His body was returning to the form I loved. His hand lifted up and waved me over.
"Looks like I couldn't take the heat Kizu." he said to me as his skin started to turn to paper folding upward and flying away. It started at his feet. "I'm sorry for fucking things up" Phillip said as tears came out of his eyes "I just was trying to get you something cool. She said she knew you. I thought since you were good, I'd be able to trust her. I'll miss you. I know i said i wouldn't say it but being that i was waiting for the special day, now would be a great time right? I love you, maybe next time I won't fuck things up. Haha" He slowly faded away. I kept whispering in his ear that I loved him. He the flew with the wind, nothing but paper in the wind.  Every now and again I think about it. How things could have been but it won't change anything. It's stupid to dwell on these things. Maybe, I'll see him again in the future. Maybe.