I want to cry
Because I want to die
I want to kill this feeling for you
Because I know that I will never be with you
You were happy with her
And I am dying to be like her
But she was my friend
My close friend
What have you done to me?
You denied me!
You hurt me!
So deep
Deeply
As deep as the ocean
Every time she talks about you
It is like stabbing me a hundred times
Leaving me wounds and scars
She never knew about us
Because you denied me!
I wish that i could get back the past
I will not give you to her
I will tell her everything
So that...
I will not be like this....
Hurt, devastated, and unloved.
So that...
I will not feel...
Insecure and alone
I want to forget you
Everything about you
I don't love you
And I didn't love you
I loath you..
But Thank you
Thank you for hurting me
It made me strong
Thank you for denying me
I learned that you were wrong
And Thank you because I can say that ...
I am your loss
