Shivanya
Today, I woke up to the sounds of temple bells ringing in my ears , Slowly, I opened my eyes, and a beautiful view came in my sight , The city of dehradun slowly waking up with the beautiful sunrise ..... This city holds its different charm with all the mountains and valley surrounding it. It just looks magnificent, and I must say this feels so good
We reached dehradun yesterday for Divya and Vansh engagement ceremony
Day after tomorrow, they are getting engaged. All family and friends are here to witness this grand celebration of their first step towards their union, Many big businessmen of our country have also joined it as Divya and Vansh both belong to Indias top 2 Business families
I was having my tea while enjoying the view outside my window , spending my time looking at the lush green mountain
When I was interrupted by a knock on my door
" Shivii, open the door , Wakeup you sleepy head , We are getting late for our tour." I heard Divya yelling on top of her voice standing outside my door in one single breath .
I opened the door, and I was shocked to see everyone dressed up for the tour standing in front of my door
"What the hell guys, what you are all decked up standing outside my room If I remember correctly, we were going to depart at 9 am and we still have 3 hours till the clock hits 9 " I asked being slightly annoyed because of getting disturbed during my morning tea I don't like any disturbance at that time
" I am hundred percent sure she has not read our messages," Aarti said in her most annoying tone
"Probably, she must have blocked our group," Ankit one of our friends stated
" I know she hates our messages to her core. She has definitely blocked us." Rishi said,faking hurt
"What's wrong if she has blocked your stupid group? All you guys do in that group is to send irritating messages. I have kept the group on silent, too. " Amrit stood in my defense
" Guys, if you are done with your wild gusses and stupid banter, can someone enlighten me on what is going on?" I said, being completely annoyed by their nonsense talks
" You have not read the msg on the group, Have you?? we decided to be ready till 7 and go out for the dehradun tour, " Jhanvi said
" Oh , no, I have not read those messages. I was already very tired due to all the traveling, and then some documentation issue happened with my book after sorting them up. I went to bed and I didn't get the time to check my phone yesterday. "
" Okay, no worries, just get ready now. we can wait till then after all you are our today's tour guide, Who will know dehradun more than you. it's your hometown, " Divya said, being exited
I took a shower and got fresh up as soon as they left my room as I was already late , I was little bit exited too as after many years I was going to roam in dehradun like my old days before shifting to mumbai we used to live in dehradun I was very attached to this place as it holds many memories some that gives me happiness while some that I never want to be reminded of even in my dreams well even if this places have some bad memories it didn't change the fact that it still gives me peace to be here afterall it was my home for almost 17 years of my life
I simply wore a white kurta , blue jeans , my jhumkas that were gifted by Jhanvi, and my mom anklets , applied a lip balm on my lips a small bindi and went downstairs where everyone was waiting for me
We took 2 cars in the first one. Divya, Jhanvi , Anjali, Amrit, and I were settled while in another one there were Mihir, ankit, Rishi, Soumya , and Sanskriti
Our car was ahead of there, guiding them. we all decided to start our journey first by visiting Tapkeshwar Mahadev Mandir . I am a huge devotee of Mahakal
We went there, and our darshan prayed for Divya and Vansh , Vansh, and Rudra, joined us after we reached the temple , We all are college friends, we all were the witness of Vansh and Divya love story
After completing our darshan, we decided to visit some more tourist places in dehradun and then went to one of my favorite restraunts to have our dinner , We all shared about our lifes and what's going on as some of us have met after years after we graduated
Soon, with some silly jokes and playful banter, we had our lunch, where Me , Jhanvi, and amrit felt like third wheeling all the couples. Yes ,couples because Mihir is dating Sanskriti and Anjali and Rishi are already 4 engaged months , while something seems to be going on between Ankit and soumya , while rudra already has a girlfriend she will be soon joining us ... well, sometimes these couples surely overdo Pda, and today was one of those days
( Well, we singles are now used to it )
After our singles lunch and their couple date, we all decided to visit my special place as the sunset from there just looks amazing that place holds a special place in my heart as my mumma used to take me there whenever I used to get upset or my mood was spoiled to cheer me up . The entire dehradun looks so surreal from that top of the hill ....
We all reached there and climbed up to the top of the hill. The view up there was just majestic .. the feeling of home just surrounded me. I don't know when my vision becomes blurry and tears start flowing from my eyes. All the memories were running through my mind , the surroundings just disappeared for me at that moment, and everyone there just vanished for me all I could feel is my mumma presence and those moments we shared at that place , All I could her is our laughter echoing in my ears , The song that mumma used to sign for me , I laid down on the grass , Mumma always says that mother nature is the healer and laying down on the grass makes her feel a protective warmth.
Laying on this grass, I feel like I am lying down in my mamma's lap
" I miss you, mamma .Without you, this world just feels empty ,everything has just lost its joy ,I wish you were her for me ,I wish Mahadev had been a little less cruel to me , Everyone has a family mumma but I am alone, I have no one mumma ,Papa and you both left me in this harsh world to live and struggle all alone Didn't you guys loved me , If you did Why ,Why you all didn't take me with you , Why you did this to me mahadev Why ...you snatched my family..... Mumma always said that you are the protector you love everyone of us equally. You always do what's best for us. I never questioned anything. I always believed that It was for something good , but what goodness resides in this mahadev Snatching awys my parents , Making me an orphan I don't see any goodness in it....... " while saying all this tears were continuously flowing down from my eyes , I was cursing my fate , I have always prayed for the best for everyone never ever thought that something bad happens to anyone not even for my enemies so for what I was receiving this much big punishment.
Do I don't deserve love , don't I deserve to be happy , don't I deserve to have a family someone whom I say mine Someone who will be proud of my achievements who will be there to hold me in my bad days when I am not feeling well , who will encourage me ???? I think I don't. That's why Mahadev snatched away my family from me. My mamma , my papa, and everyone I loved ....
My eyes were getting having, and my brain was losing its consciousness slowly, black dots being to form in front of my eyes, and my eyes got closed
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