REDEN | English version

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Previously in Reden...

— Now it's the right time - I smile and we quickly resume kissing.

I wasn't going to stop kissing Bill Kaulitz anytime soon...

In this chapter...

While I was kissing Bill, he traced his fingers over the button of my pants, and I quickly place my hand over his and stop the kiss, looking into his eyes. I lower my gaze, seeing where his hand was, then lift it back up to focus on his eyes again.

— Billy... - I speak, looking into his eyes, but he shakes his head.

— Don't worry, nothing will happen that you don't want - Bill says, removing his hand from where it was and placing it back on my waist.

— It's not that I don't want to be touched by you, I do, very much, but... I just gave my first kiss, I'm not ready to go that far yet - I say, looking into the eyes of the older boy, who smiles and looks at me nodding.

— Ceci, I would never touch you without your permission, it's okay, I'm not in a hurry - Bill says, looking into my eyes, and I smile at him.

— I've never done anything like this before, I don't even know if I'm kissing right - I say with a weak laugh, and he laughs too.

— Your kiss is amazing, your lips... - Bill says, running his thumb over them - They're amazing, even though it's your first kiss, it was really good - Bill says, making me blush instantly, and I smile without showing my teeth.

— I know you must have felt frustrated because I denied...

— Ceci - Bill interrupts me, getting off me and sitting on the couch, and I get up, sitting next to him and looking into his eyes - I don't care at all, really, you don't need to feel insecure or anything, I wasn't frustrated because you didn't want anything sexual right now, damn... I just kissed the girl I was completely in love with, the only thing that would frustrate me now would be if you denied me a kiss - Bill says, smiling, and I let out a weak laugh looking at him - If anything sexual is going to happen between us, it'll be when you want it, don't worry about it now - Bill says, stroking my face, and I nod.

— Okay - I say smiling, and he quickly kisses my lips again and rests our foreheads together.

— When you feel safe and ready, I'll love to be the first in your life - Bill says, and I smile, holding his wrist that was on my face.

— You'll definitely be the first...