Different

FIFITEEN

|irl and text|

~irl~

its been almost a whole month since I have seen the triplets last. matt has been acting kind of distant from me and im not sure why. I am so excited though because I leave tomorrow to fly to Boston to surprise them. 

I have been working on some other songs recently and im hoping that we can release them soon. based on the media the song that I wrote with Olivia is going really well and the people seen to really like it. I am very happy that josh pushed me to pursue this dream otherwise I wouldn't be here right now. me and him are also thinking about what we should release together but he's been so busy on set right now that its kind of hard.

I really need to start packing to go to Boston. it has been a while since ive been back. im kinda nervous to go back hopefully everything goes smoothly. 

I was texting Marylou and I told her that my flight lands tomorrow and that she would have the boys go out to get something for her so that they will be out of the house when I get there.

I really wish I knew what was going on with matt. even though things ended for our relationship I still care about him deeply. I mean ive known him basically my whole life. he was my first friend in school because we had the same kindergarten class.

~flashback~

"bye sweetie have a great first day" my mom said to me as I entered into the school.

this was all new to me and I was really nervous. I walk over to where my class was grouped before we headed to the classroom.

once we got into the class the teacher told us where we had to sit. she sat me next to this boy that I had never seen before. some of my class mates looked familiar but I had never seen him before.

"hi im lily what's your name" I said to the boy

"im matt" he said shyly

I could almost tell how he was feeling. the whole school thing was new to me too and he seemed very nervous.

"we should be friends that way we have someone we can talk to and we can play together at recess and sit by each other at lunch" I said to the boy hoping that could make some of his nerves go away

"that sounds like a good idea" he said to me. and from that day forward we had been best friends. it was so much fun especially when I got to meet his brothers. I was only 5 years old at the time but becoming friends with them was one of the best decisions that I made.

~text~

chris-christopherrrrrr💚

lily-lilyyyyyy💜

christopherrrrrr💚

LILYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

lilyyyyyy💜

CHRISTOPHERRRRRRRRRR

christopherrrrrr💚

I miss you

lilyyyyyy💜

I miss you too chris. you come back soon right? 

christopherrrrrr💚

yes! thank goodness how have you been

lilyyyyyy💜

ive been good but I desperately need to hang out with you again

christopherrrrrr💚

me too. only a few more days tho!!

lilyyyyyy💜

I know. gotta go ill talk to you later!

message loved by christopherrrrrr💚

Ashley Talks:

short chapter im sorryyyyyy. im trying to stay on the grind but its hard 😔 I also feel like I suck at writing irl that is literally just thoughts. but lily goes to Boston. her texting chris was the next day in case you were confused. she had to get on the plane that's why she said gotta go. but he doesn't know that lol. anyways I think that's all for now. gonna try my best 

always<3