'There were some places in the world where light was a mith in the crack between darkness and death despair was a disease, and the law of the land some places could never ever be breached he was going to rule them'.
(Play the song mentioned in the banner)
It doesn't happen much, I don't snap out of my senses this easy, i get pissed off, i become ruthless, but getting a good amount of furious, feeling every pulse of my body aching to bring down the whole fucking world, burn it to ashes, just happened once, and I'm not surprised, to know I was even eager to end this world at this moment then I was some few years ago, the only reason I'm not doing it, that is still keeping me a little bit sane is because i have a little angel breathing in this landThe only reason left that keeping me still on my seat, that keeping my shadows still in hold, just because i had a reason to not end all of it, even though i never felt this sort of rage anger and wildness even when I was cursed, to burn down every single inch of this land where any sort of creature breaths, and I'm fucking surprised that just her being the reason is enough to keep me not go insane
Something even jonathan was unable to do when whatever happened last time, and I'm still here even though my shadows are on the verge of exploding, my shadows covering all over around me and I'm disappearing in the darkness with each second passes, i have already snap eough by what I saw on the body that belongs to no mother fucker on this surface but me, no one to even look at
My anger already hitted a record high, viens throbing all over the tight muscels of my neck, my forehead, and the viens filled with blood and death near my eyes move as i speak on the phone, i order, trying my so fucking best to hold my inner demons, which are getting so eager it hurts, the scars over my body and on my left eye itches and i barely feel it because of the burning skin under my clothes by the fire flushing through my veins as i speak
"Ask my men to bring tone of fuel with them, enough to burn a building and get my favourite tools I want it in five minutes near the Lastos street" i command, something wild a little darker flashed my dark dead burning gaze with my one hand wrapped on the streeting wheel clutching hard enough my knuckles turning white, my face tight with my muscels flexing and unflexing ready to choke the life out of someone's body, itching to rip through someone's skin every single time i get reminded what happened
And with my one hand resting over the gears, i gritted my teeths the moment I recall what I saw in that pretty little head of that little deer of mine, all fucking mine, my body stiffens as my blood ice over and it erupts as I recall enough to quick change the gears with my gaze sharp on the road and the street light reflects my face, and i speed up
The murder flashes my burning gaze, my brows bunched over my wild sharp eyes, as i look down while i lighten up the cigarette in my hold before taking it up to rest between my lips, my mouth tense and my jaw jumping as i stand with my car behind me, looking straight towards the building I was looking for, and i suck my inner cheeks, letting the smog enter my system and calm me down to not end everyone in just a single snap which I can do right away if I want to
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Siren and Secrets • KTH | +18
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