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vent (Sorry)

Am I annoying?

Am I a pick me?

Do I act like a attention seeker?

Am I irrelevant?

Am I weird?

Am I ugly?

Am I coming off as true mean?

Am I a mean girl?

Do I ignore everyone?

Or am I just overthinking it?

I'm overdramatic

I'm trying my best to fix myself

Just give me reassurance please

I'm close to having a mental breakdown

I'm trying my best to make my grades higher

I don't want to disappoint anyone

My emotions are bottled up

I'm about to let them out but I can't

My head hurts but all you say is you keep using your phone kasi

I'm trying to cease my anger issues but I can't

I'm doing my best already

I'm constantly sick

I just act like I'm fine but I'm not

Don't talk behind my back I will eventually hear about it

Maybe their just stressed and busy like myself

I mean we're all stressed

Barely anyone hears me out anymore

I just want someone I can be myself, the true me

Someone who I can relate with, someone will not make my heart sink

Is that too much to ask for?

I'm trying my best to lose my feelings for the both of them but I just can't

I want to be able to show my real self but

Even I don't remember my true self

I want rest and sleep

I'm resting by using my phone.

I'm stressed and pressured already

You say 'You keep using your phone' I will admit I do but I use it so my stress will go away temporarily

I'm tired

No matter how long I sleep I'm still tired mentally, physically, and Spiritually

When will I get proper rest?

When I'm deceased?

No one ever makes sure I'm actually not lying when I say 'I'm fine'

I'm never fine

I'm constantly stressing

I'm sick and tired of trying to be myself without being called a pick me

Should I change myself so people will like me?

Everyday I'm on the brink of passing out

No one realizes I'm actually serious when I say I'm on the brink of passing out

Everyday I'm forcing myself not to self harm, or let out an outburst

I like them but I don't want to get confesses too

Everyday hurts my body, my heart, EVERYTHING

Someone please just reassure me I'm not annoying.