Scars

Poem

I wrote this poem while I had the urge to cut and I tried to find a way to relieve that pain without self harm, writing helps a lot:

She gets to school

She wants to pretend that everything is cool 

But deep inside she know this world is cruel 

She feels alone and that nobody cares 

Nobody notices how fast her smile fades

 Its like nobody can realize that her laugh is fake 

She walks alone with her head down

 And when she cries her tears fall to the ground 

She has friends and family that love her 

Still she feels as if she is drowning 

And when someone laughs 

 She just thinks she is why 

Depression is feeling all of her self 

She doesn't know what will become of her 

She shuts her world down 

 And no one is allowed to enter to her life 

Before people reject her she rejects them

 She is so afraid of being judged and hurt 

 So she rather being alone 

She feels as if nobody is thereand she doesn't notice those who actually care 

She was such a happy girl,please someone explain me what happened then 

One day she was happy 

The next one the was crying 

 Someone has stole her smile 

 Please someone ask her if everything is alright 

She sang and laugh all day long 

She used to talk with anyone about love 

Suddenly things got wrong 

And she didn't smile anymore 

She laughed at everything 

 But this time she was faking 

 People though she was a happy girl 

But deep inside she was dead 

 Her family was lovely 

 Still she felt that she was lonely 

Her friends were sad 

She has never been so bad 

 Now she never talks 

She walks alone with her headphones on 

She feels lostAnd as if she just don't belong 

Wrong time and wrong place 

That she needed to face 

 Maybe one day she'll feel in home

 But all that is left for her is hope 

 She wants to find that part of her that is missingT

hat hole inside her that is increasing 

She has faith that one day she'll be alright 

And prays to god she will make it out alive