i hate being loved by you

beach night

It was Sunday evening I was sleeping in my bed Alley forced me to take a leave from my part time job and go to a beach party with her.
She knew I don't like to go to parties and whatsoever but she forced me saying she would compansiate me by exchanging myself when I ask her
Huhhh ! now i have to accept it
She took her car keys and then I sat towards the window sit the car started and few moments after I didn't wanted the car to stop, I enjoyed the cold breeze coming up there. But it can't be the way we need right!
We reached our destination
There were a huge sound of thr music but i ignored it and focused at the soothing sound of the breeze and waves .
Alley called me when I was trying to escape "you b!tch come over here right now then she insisted me to play the game with every one  "of course" it was the basic common game Truth and Dare.
                   I had to play as I promised
We started playing and suddenly there was a sudden appearance of a man(not a boy a man really a man) wearing a dark green coat nd a formal pant a formal hairstyle even a tie though he was handsome among everyone present over there .
I don't know why but I wasn't able to move my eyes frome him.
I was staring him .he sat right in front of him. Ever time I don't know why my eyes used to meet his eyes.
After that everyone started playing and unluckily the bottle spinned and the head was toward me and back was towards that man!
Yes,that only man with a formal appearance handsome face etc when he asked me the question his voice was as hot as a coffee it was  so harmful like a knife it literally killed me it was so good that I could die at that very moment the way he asked me. 'What's your name miss?  
After a pause I answered Zoe Willow
    What is your name? I asked;
Drake Cassegrain

                     Truth or dare zoe?
I  answered truth; hmm
He asked what is your thinking about "love" zoe ? It was an easy answer for me very easy was one
   But I wondered why would a man with a formal appearance came to beach party and ask me about love
But yet I answered, love is foolishness it's an ugly truth it is an illusion love is just illogical I mean how can people fall in love by dropping their self respect and ego if love is like that than it's not for "me".i would rather marry for money rather than "love"
When I looked at others they were like how can my thoughts can be so shitty and irrational about love
But when I looked at drake I had a smirk as if he was finding the answer for so long and he had gotten one!
And when he was happy with my answer I didn't knew why but I liked it . The time passed it was midnight alley was fully drunked she couldn't even walk properly while I was handing her my arms to help her walik properly the same voice which was going to kill me an hour ago there was my name it zoe,zoe , miss zoe I replied yes may I ask you a question
I answered is it urgent?
Actually my friend has an habbit she always pukes when she  is drunk hmm he said may I drop u?
I had to agree because I didn't knew how to drive and I couldn't give alley to drive in this condition
I went with him nd then he asked me to tighten the seat belt I asked what was the question u wanted to ask?
He said;earlier when you said your thoughts about love as it true?
Yes, I really think that way but why are you so interested  in my thoughts about love mr drake ?
He was going to say something but than alley puked in his car. It was so disgusting! he opened the car window then all of us were silent until  we reached our home
I asked his number in order to pay the mess alley has caused instead of giving his number he asked me my number saying he don't remember his
And then leaved
I went upstairs took a shower and then lyed on my bed when I was lying on the bed I was only thinking about "the man who wore a formal appearance to a beach party "
About what he wanted to say?, why he asked my thoughts about my love  but than i reminded myself that
I Hate Being Loved
                                   And i really do!