Dear diary..!!-tom kaulitz

Dear diary#5 i think..

CECE POV: I'm so devastated really I'm so fucking stupid to think someone would like me I'm so ugly and fat I should just end everything especially my life I'm ghosting everyone changing schools and getting a BIG BIG BIG glow up before I end it because who knows how my life will change..??

SKIP TO FOUR YEARS LATER.....

Cece:I'm so happy to go to this party bae boo..

Cece says it's been four years since hee big big glow up and all that shit that has happened when she was 15 she now 19 years old and she has a boyfriend who treats her so good but lately he's been a real ass face towards her and she thinking about ending things with him because it's just not the same... and she lost contact with Tom bill Maria etc because of what happened....

FLASHBACK.....

TOM pov: I had ZERO idea what just happened I felt bad like really bad but I was froze outta shock and couldn't move at all I saw the pain I'm cece eyes and felt like really bad for her I went home and was trying to call her but it was blocked... she..she blocked me...

END OF FLASH BACK

while cece was getting ready for the party she got a text from her new and improve bsf NOT Maria and never acting like Maria because when cece switch schools she had a glow up already and was so popular every guy wants cece but she rejects them because...even tho what Tom did to her was horrible she knew he didn't know she saw the look on his face and he was confused but a shock and the same time...she's lowkey still in love with Tom but she has a bf but not for long..

BAEE👅😫:Baby r u almost ready I'm omw rn like 10 minutes..??

Cece:yes I'm ready just gotta do finishing touches

BAEE👅😫:alr I'll see you soon my love..

                       END OF CONVO..

Cece does feel bad for breaking up with him but he's been so horrible recently but..🤷🏻‍♀️🤷🏻‍♀️

BAEE👅😫:DO YOU NOT CHECK YOUR FUCKING PHONE IM HERE COME DOWN...

Cece:oh I'm so sorry coming!!

See what I mean even tho the d is FIREE man he's annoying but oh well just gotta break up with him once we arrive at the party honestly..

AT THE PARTY

Cece:oh and James I'm sorry not really but your just real of a ass face even tho the d is fire for real..👅👅 we need to break up because your just really an ass face so love you..💋💋 bye..

Cece says without crying because she felled outta love long ago so..NOWW she is free and while to fuck fuck fuck without cheating.. little did she know it was about to get down and dirty!!

Btw she wearing like a laced black mini skirt and a like cropped top tube top idk how to explain because the photo thingy isn't working still😭

SKIPP...

Cece was so drunk like she probably fucked 2 guys boutta be her third little did she know it was Tom...yea Tom kaulitz

Cece:ha...omg I need you tbh I csnt hold it anymore..

??:really want me to fuck ylu up??

Cece:yes sir..

??:alr bet..👅

As we were going to a hotel I think I was realizing that it was Tom..the one who is dating my ex bsf don't ask me how I found out but I just did...but lowkey I'm in da mood for yk and I've been practicing my boxing skills soo..🤷🏻‍♀️👅

Tom:ready mamas??

Cece:umm am I??

Tom:yes you are cece

Cece:bet fuck me so hard I get pregnant!!

Obviously I'm was drunk but not drunk enough so I know what I'm saying but I just sound crazy right now I'm 19 prob gona get pregnant...

Tom:bet so condom or no condom??

Cece:r u dumb ofc no condom..🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️

After I said that he take off his clothes and mine and he starts yk into cece
SKIP(cz idk how to write smut)

Tom:fuck I didn't pull out in time...

Cece:oh well I had tree dudes who didn't pull out in time fuck..I wonder who's baby imma have..🫢

Tom:really you made me..nvm🤦‍♂️

SKIP TO A WEEK

A lot of things happened your now dating tom because your pregnant still don't know who's baby but oh well you'll find out soon..

SKIP TO BIRTH...

The baby is a girl and she look just like Tom so it could be his but you decided to name her Amelia you decided to call up the dudes you fucked and ask for samples of their DNA and you got them you sent each men's DNA plus your babies.. once you got the results it was...

cliff hanger?.... Whos baby do you think this is tom James, or Nate's(the dudes she fucked btw she fucked James right after they broke up n4 she lost his firend forever for a new one..