Dear, My teacher.

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"𝗦𝗼𝗺𝗲𝘁𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗴𝘀 𝘄𝗿𝗼𝗻𝗴 𝘄𝗶𝘁𝗵 𝗺𝗲"

I got up a few hours before heading to school.
I have finally found new motivation to go to school everyday. Only this time I don't have to pretend like I like the crusty, dusty, musty guys in my school.

I take my time doing my makeup then walk over to my closet and take my uniform that was neatly folded on my bed. I wear my uniform then I spray my best perfume all around me making sure I smell delicious.
I do my hair and pull my hair into a nice ponytail, grabbing a clawclip and clipping it up. I arrange the curls so they sit just right then look myself in the mirror and blow myself a kiss.

I stand up and walk downstairs. My mom is busy making breakfast and I walk up next to her and kiss her cheek.
"Goodmorning momma".
She looks at me and smiles.
"Goodmorning sweetie, sleep good?".

I nod. "Yeah, I slept alright. What're we having?" I look down at her hands cutting an avocado. The toaster dings and I get a plate and take the toast out.
"Avocado toast for today."
She mushes the avocado then seasons it and puts it on toast for us. We eat together in silence and drink orange juice. I fill my water bottle with cold water and head outside to my mom's car. She gets in and drives me to school.

This is what I long for everyday.
School.
I get inside and walk to my class hoping he's already there. Before I open the door I check myself out in the camera of my phone.

I gently push open the door and walk in then I see 𝙃𝙄𝙈. Mr. Satoru I stare at his back as he writes something on the board not yet having acknowledged my presence. I quickly take a picture of his back and put it in a folder with already over 500 photos of him.

Mr. Satoru turns around and jumps back startled. "How long have you been just standing there?" He says catching his breath.
He looks so good scared.
"Not long. I literally just came in." I lie and muster the most innocent look I can. It works because he smiles at me then goes back to the board.

I sit down on my desk.
I think I should go to a therapist. Feelings of love and having crushes are normal but what I feel isn't just that..

"I wanna kill whoever stands in my way to get that man. Even if it's him himself ♡"