You ever want something so bad you believe it into being?
Like the next after a heart break being perfect so it seems
Your ex never smiled, so his seems so bright
Your ex felt so wrong, and so he feels so right
God send me a sign
It must be him this time
Right?
Because I'm two seconds from giving up, and God wouldn't let me take my life
And he knows, he knows love is my favorite high
So it only makes sense that he's finally graced me with happily ever after right?
You ever want something so bad you believe it into existence
Like the rainbow after the rain, or some one feeling what you're feeling
You ever need love so bad
You imagine words he's never said
In the hopes that he wants more than to get you into bed
He loves you for you, and what's in your head
Cause God knows, he knows. That if he doesn't you're dead
Right?
But you know
You know it's all in your head
That even if love exist it isn't like this
That yes God loves you,
But he will always test
His strongest solders
Even when they beg for rest
So maybe he's cute and maybe he's sweet
Maybe I'm tired worn, and beat,
But sadly it's safe to say that doesn't mean
God sent him as a gift for me
Some people are lessons,
Some are blessings
Some here for reasons
Some for seasons
Some will be just like the last
Most just a test you have to pass
