I woke up,
And only for a second my mind was clear.
I basked in 5 seconds of morning peace
Then like a flood
Like a million ants rushing back to their colony
My delicate brain was filled with thoughts
It felt like a billion different
Ideas
Worries
Plans
Theories
Wishes
Came rushing in
They weren't all bad..
Just so overwhelming that instantly i wanted to turn it back off
But the more I try the worse it gets
Please.
I Sobbed
Please stop?
Please take these feelings away?
Please lord kill me?
Please help.
Not sure what I was begging for I simply begged,
And sobbed. "Please"
