How I feel

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I feel sick, like something is consuming me from the inside. It's curious; it doesn't feel good, but it doesn't feel bad either. I think I've found peace in this unhappiness. When I feel good, I just want to find this sick feeling again because over the years, I've found something in it that I can't explain; it just feels good. I prefer feeling this than feeling the void inside my heart and my lungs. It's horrible, even worse than a heartbreak. You can't feel anything anymore, even when you do something you usually like; you just feel empty, like it's become a habit.

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