We got home really late last night, fazer stayed here. Its 12pm, we've just woken up. I hear banging at the door, i go look out the window. "Its Dappy" i say looking over at Fazer, "let him in then" he replies, "no, he'll wonder why your here" i say and he sighs. "T we just got back from holiday, he wont think anything of it" he replies. "please, just stay here" i say then rush downstairs. I open the door, Dappys brought the kids with him. "Hey guys" i say happily, standing back to let them in. "how was your holiday? wheres faze?" dappy asks, "uh it was amazing, oh he went home last night" i smile, "ahh cool" he replies. "want a drink?" i ask the boys "yes please aunty T" gino shouts running through the kitchen, dappy goes and sits down with milo. We sit and chat for a while, the boys are playing around the house. Gino comes running in, "daddy uncles fafa's upstair?" he shouts excited, i smile a little as dappy stares at me. "i thought he went home?" dappy asks, "yeah, it was late the time we got home" i tell him and he looks at me weirdly, "but why lie?" he asks and i change the subject. "So any progress with the house?" i ask and he nods. "right i better be off, is it ok to come round later?" he asks, "sure" i smile. When he leaves i run upstairs, Fazers sat on the bed, "great" i say, "T, chill man" he tells me and i sigh. "no fazer, why would he ask to come back later?" i ask thumping myself down on the bed. "I dont know, if he says anything we'll just have to tell him the truth" he says, "hardly faze, he'll go nuts, no, no im not telling him" i shout. "You know what, do what you want" he says before standing up, getting dressed and leaving. A tear rolls down my face as i watch him drive away from the window. I hear my phone vibrate, i go back over to the bed and look who it is...
From Dappy
Your dating fazer arnt you?
i throw my phone down and sigh, me and faze just fell out over nothing. I'll leave fazer just now, give him time to calm down. I didn't realise how big a deal it was to tell people, am i in the wrong? I shower, get dressed then go out to McDonalds, im starving. I get fazer a big mac meal and take it round to his place. He opens the door, "peace offering?" i say handing him the big mac, he smiles and stands back to let me in. We're sitting down talking, "im sorry faze, i didnt know it was a big deal to you" i say and he sighs, "its not T, it just annoys me how i get a say in nothing" he says, "yes you do" i say, "really?" he asks, "im sorry babe, il start listening to you more" i tell him and he smiles a little, "dappy knows anyway, he text and asked" i say, "yeah? what you gonna tell him?" he asks and i shrug my shoulders. "what do you think?" i ask, "we cant lie to him forever" he says and i nod before getting my phone out to text dappy..
To Dappy
Yeah me and faze are dating, sorry for not telling you. I just didnt know how you'd react x
