You're Still The One I LOVE [Completed]

Chapter 26 - My Choices Are Always Great

Becky helped her grandmother next day.
They organised the funeral for her Popo. Many people came to the funeral. Her Popo made lots of friends during his life.

"Popo, you are so bad"
Her grandfather looked at her, smiling
"Popo, Where have you been? I missed you so much"
Her grandfather didn't answered, just smiling, she want to hugged her Popo but it's like she can't move her body at all.

"I am still in your heart, my dear. I never leave you"
"You lied, I should bring you to doctor that day, but you said you are ok"

"Oh, I was ok, don't think anything like that. That's not your fault. Now, I am at better place, you shouldn't felt like that, did you forget what I told about regrets"

"No, but I missed you"
"Its journey of life. Looked at me, I am ok, be with Momo, your family, they need you "
"Uhmm, yes"

"Don't forget, Popo love you, your family love you. And if you want to make me happy, be happy. I will be happy when you are happy "

Becky nod her head
Her grandfather slowly faded away
"Popo"

Becky is crying, she thought at the end everyone leave her

"Baby, Baby"
Becky heard her wife calling her, but she couldn't opened her mouth

"Baby!!"
"Uhmm" she slowly opened her eyes, meet with her wife's face
"You were crying"
Freen said wiping Becky face

"Oh" Becky just wiped her eyes
"Did you dream something bad?"
"Uhmm, I just saw Popo"
"Uhmm, thats because you missed him"

It's been a month, her Popo has gone forever, leaving his family.

Freen hold her wife and kiss her forehead "Everything gonna be ok"

She reached for Becky's lip, but Becky turn her face and move her body
"Ahh sorry, I need to go to bathroom"
"Uhmm"
Freen leave her wife's body

Becky try to avoid Freen in most possible way. She went to work early in morning, came late at night.
Sometime Freen wait for her, Sometime she doesn't.
In other hand, Freen is busy with their twins.

Whenever she came home, the twins already on bed. She missed her wife, her kids but she avoid them. 'But why?' she asked that question to herself.

She need a talk, but with whom. Becky always had talked with her Popo for personal topic, but never with her Momo.

Its not like her Momo won't listen her, but she is used to with her Popo, she and her Popo had lots of similarities, they talk like friends.
But with her Momo, its like talking with a teacher

On other hand, Freen tried to talk to her wife, but Becky try to avoid as much as possible. She act like she is busy with her work.
But Freen want to know what is in Becky's mind, she is not leaving today without an answer.

So, she wait, Becky came back late as usual, she went to fresh up then came towards the bed.
Freen looked up at her, but Becky went towards her side of bed and try to lay down.

Freen know, the wide smile that always wear on her wife face is gone. It's like she is suffering silently.

"Uhh, can we talk?" Freen asked
Becky didn't looked at her,
"Yeah"
"Did you had dinner?"
"Yeah, I had"
"Where?"
"I had business meeting, there I had. Why what happened?"
"I was waiting for you?"
"How many time, I told you not to wait for me, you have to eat food in proper time, you must be tired looking after the kids"
"I want to eat with you, am I not allowed"
Freen raised her voice

"Its not about that, You should not go hungry waiting for me. OK let's go, let's eat"
"I am not hungry anymore"

Becky took a deep breathe
"Then why you start in the first place"