Things Only Some Understand

Goodbyes

Hey guys......

I thought alot last night and well I had enough of life...

I just had enough. ...

I guess I'm not that strong .....

I tried so hard to hold on but i guess this is it...

I lived my life to my limits....

No one cares...

No one ever did and no one ever will...

People say your not alone well i am

From the start till now.

I just can't go on with life any more...

Congrats people you've won

You've won on proving that I'll always be hated...

No matter where i go..

I just want to say my last word ....

Wondering if everyone will start caring when I'm dead.

Wondering If everyone will start Listening when I'm dead

I really hate this life ...

It can't get any worse

So I'm letting go...

Go ahead call me a coward....

I DON'T CARE ANY MORE! !!!

Thanx to all the people who tryed being my friends

But failed......

Hey black, scared, broken heart thanx for being strong

Up till now...

Mom, Dad ,

Sorry i couldn't be that perfect girl you guys hoped for,..

Sorry i had to be a mistake an embarrassment.

I just hoped that sense you were my parents you'd

Understand but i guess you guys didn't. ..

Brothers ,

You guys always excluded me as family...

I wish you guys are gonna be happy and live a great life.

Sister....,

I have no clue what to say to you.....

God ,

Thanks for such a life....

Goodbye world...................................