The final echo of your essence

Love

Love
[Luv] noun
The most spectacular, indescribable, deep euphoric feeling for someone.

Hypnotized by the sounds of your breathing I could feel your energy pulsating down my spine as I left your place with an aching heart filled with yearning I wondered if I could turn back time will the memories be erased? I knew I was saying things that couldn't be done I love you and am thankful for you holding me warm because of this love I manage to live on. I wanted to write you a letter and tell you about all the things I'll never say and tell you that when I see you everything stops, I don't know since when. One day you came to me like a dream and shook up my heart I knew that it was destiny, your love came scattered with the wind how did I come to love you? I tried pushing you out but my heart recognizes you. I love you even if everything changes this won't change you are my love. I've come to realize that maybe it is because you are my first love even if we're walking in different directions our typical fate will make us run into each other anyway so even if we turn around, we'll face each other I tried saying goodbye but in the end we were walking in a place, back to the beginning. We met each other when we were young they were steps of love for this moment right now yes am walking to you again today, to the persistent fate, to the love that was made as a joke I can't lie my heart only goes towards you as the empty spot in my heart confesses love, the empty spot in my heart sings of love. I love you every time I see you, more than any star in the world you shine the more I see you. Though I know it is over but I ain't over this memory doesn't want to go away, you said it's over my heart aches so bad that I can't breathe. I  can't touch you who has gotten colder no matter how much I try to reach you, you get further away again I'm spending my days in tears just blankly looking at you from behind. You stayed by my side, you are always in my heart I guess I was trapping you. Back then I was hoping the words you spat out with your lips became thorns, making me tear from the sight of your turned back. You have no answer in the disappearing memories that I tried to hold onto you, you still remain so much in my heart. I cried for a while and fell asleep you will erase me and I will resent you because I can't touch you anymore. You are my first love how lucky you are for Charles Dickens once said " A man is lucky if he is the first love of a woman. A woman is lucky if she is the last love of a man" and yet I still couldn't tell which love was I to you. You know the difference between the first and last love is, the first love makes a person grow and the last love completes the person so am thankful that you've helped me grow that you made me realize how it ectually felt to love but now you've also became my unrequited love.

"unrequited love does not die, it's only beaten down to a secret place where it hides, curled and wounded" - Elle Newmark.  Unrequited love isn't only torturous to the one doing it, it's also painful for the one on the receiving end which is why I pray that there's is an expiration date to unrequited love.