Live life? Rejected by heaven?

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~~Brandons POV~~

Annabeth has been ignoring me all day. I think it has to do with Autumn grabbing me and calling me babe right in front of her. I don't like autumn she's a slutty whore. I know she sent nude pictures to most of the football team last year. Except me because we were dating at the time.
Why wont Annabeth stop ignoring me!! I cant stand it!! Okay so the last period is history and I have a perfect plan. "Annabeth can I see your phone." She gives me a dirty look but gives it to me anyways. Slowly I typed in my number and put my contact as "Brandon😆"
I gave it back to her and texted her.
B- hey
A- what the fuck do u want ass
B- nice language choice.. I want to know why your mad at me?
A- you have a girlfriend and I was falling for you actually but now I see that as a mistake.!!
B- Oooohh you mean autumn no she's an x-girlfriend she's a slut..
So your falling for me?
A- Ummm Nnooo.... Shit..
B- Can I walk you home after school
A- I would love that..
She giggled when I said yes out loud which was supposed to be in my head.

~~Annabeths POV~~
[There is self harm and suicidal thought in here]

Okay I confess that I told Brandon I liked him and now he's walking me home. I don't want him coming into my house tho because me mom and dad might be up. And god know that shit cant happen. So when we got to my house I said "goodbye see you tomorrow." Today was the best day until I walked in the house. When I unlocked the door. And shut it behind me. My "dad" Harry grabs my ass and says "babe its time." I Fucking hated it when he called me babe. It made me want to throw up. He wouldn't unlatch his hand from my now hurting ass. I told him I had homework to do and dinner to make but he wouldn't let go and went for my zipper. From then on you can kinda guess what happened. That happens a lot I mean a lot. I've been raped since I was I don't know I think 5. I've never told anybody because when I was little I thought that's how everybodys life was. Apparently not. Afterwards I turned on my shower and sat in the shower with all my clothes on thinking of how no ones life would change if I just ended my life right then and there. I've planned out different scenarios like:

Walking in front of a car
Use a kitchen knife
Grab some of my moms pills
Use my dads old '45

There were a lot more but I got side tracked because I needed to numb my pain real quick. I reached for my razor and made 13 deep cuts that started to go over my scars. I know 13 wow but that's the unluckiest number supposedly. And that's how I feel unlucky. While the blood washed away down the drain my phone buzzed.
B- I know we just met today but you wanna hang out Saturday?
A-yes.. Where to?
B- movies maybe.. Have you seen inside out I know its a cartoon but I really want to see it
A-ya I haven't seen.it I want to watch it 2

That was the end of that conversation. I decided to peel off my clothes and take a full shower to wash all the dirt and grime.

***Saturday***

~~Brandons POV~~

I cant believe she said yes!! We were walking out of the movie theater discarding our cans and wrappers. "Who was your favorite emotion." I finally broke the silence cautiously she peeped out "Sadness because that's how I feel everyday." And then she covered her mouth with her hands. "Sorry that wasn't supposed to come out." Afterwards I walked her home. The good thing about living in a small town everything is in walking distance. When I got home my dad yelled "Boy you better get your ass in here!!" My mom scurried by with a worried look on her face. "Yes sir." I tried saying with out sarcasm. "Where were you little bastard." oh shit I forgot to tell him. Even tho I got whooped with the belt going out with Ann was worth it.

~~Annabeths POV~~

I didn't feel good after the date so when I good so I ran upstairs to go throw up.
When I was done throwing up I thought oh shit I haven't had my period in a while. So I got up and went under the sink looking for my pregnancy tests just for safe keeping. Sometimes Harry doesn't use a condom and this time I dreaded it because when I looked at the test it was positive....

Ahahaha I feel evil.. I don't know what's gonna happen :( well peeps I will update tomorrow.. Did you think I would leave you guys hanging.. Well I would jk.. Btw I dedicate this chapter to my friend ErinLadesic ya yay she's the one encouraging ne to do this so yay talk to ya 2morrow 😆