A Difficult time, and relationship

chapter one

Kristie's P.O.V

Hey I'm Kristie, I have long turqouise ombre hair and blue eyes. I live with my mom and my dad has been out of the picture for my entire life. My best friend's name is Austin, I also have a major crush on him. As soon as I found out that my mom and I are moving to south Dakota from L- fucking-A!!! I started crying hysterically, I immediately called Austin. Now remember, I have liked him since I was seven, and we have kissed once it was breif but it was magical. He answered the phone and said "holy shit, Kristie you need to come over. My parents aren't home so you can just talk about it," he sounded so caring and comforting
" ok I will be right there" I knocked on his door about ten minutes later, he opened  the door and just hugged me. As soon as he hugged me I started crying again
"Calm down you have to answer all my questions," he said smiling at me "so why, what, when, where? Oh and come in" I giggled and sat down on his couch.
He handed me a glass of soda and sat down next to me.

Austin's P.O.V
She sipped the soda and just said
"My mom got moved down there because of her work," then she Burst into tears again. I calmed her down and told her to crash at my house so she called her mom and said she was staying over, once she hung up I just looked at her and said
"I can not believe this is happening,"
"I know," she sighed and I put my arm around her and to my surprise she actually cuddled up to me a little bit. She has never been the emotional type.
She looked right into my eyes, which is rare for Kristie, god she was perfect. Seeing as I already had my arm around her I interlaced our fingers and she held my hand back, it felt good and gave me alot more confidence in what I was gonna do.
"It's kinda funny, the way people always say we are secretly dating and I think I kind of know why now," she looked up at me.
"Oh yeah why is that?" I asked looking deeply into her blue eyes, and that is when I knew I was going to do it tonight. She smiled but before she could say anything I cupped my fingers around her chin and leaned in slowly.
Kristie's P.O.V
As soon as our lips made contact, I melted into him it was just like the first time we kissed. I also knew that we couldn't start dating now I was already so attached to him this would only make things worse, so I pulled away from his soft sweet lips.
"Austin's we can't, not now, I'm sorry bu-"
"Why not, Kristie I have been waiting for so long to tell you how much I like you and now that you are leaving.. I don't know I felt like it was the right time I guess" he just looked depressed now and I felt like shit
" I just I'm..." I said trying to find the right words to use
"You what?" He said looking at me intently
"I'm scared that once I move, I'm gonna miss you so much if we do this now," I said feeling a tear roll down my cheek. He wiped the tear away and bit his lip, god I love it when he does that.
"Kristie we aren't going to lose each other I promise you that," he didn't even give me a chance to respond
 He just leaned in, more cautiously this time, and kissed me again. Only this time I didn't pull away.
Austin's P.O.V
Before I knew it I was leaning her back on my couch with my hand on the smooth bare skin on her back. Was this actually happening I thought, then I felt her hands on my neck and in my hair and I knew it was. God it just felt so right, I pulled away and smiled at her, she got the hint and stood up we walked hand on hand up to my bedroom.We were at my door but I couldn't wait and I pushed her up against my closed door and trailed butter fly kisses along her jaw and down into her neck she giggled and pushed me away. I opened the door and led her into my room, I closed my door and and turned around to see her standing there smiling at me. God she is beautiful, I walk over and wrap my arm around her waist and pull her in close to me. I lean in and kiss her it starts off light and sweet, but then it becomes more passionate, I feel her running her hands through my hair and it sends a wave of electricity through my body. I run my tongue along her bottom lip and feel her smile slightly into the kiss as she opened her mouth granting me access to explore her mouth as we fight for dominance, which I win. We pull away as she continues to smile at me as I pull my shirt off, I walk over and start to take her sweat shirt off when she grabs my hands and stops me. I look at her and she is frowning

"Kristie, what's the matter?" I ask becoming more and more concerned

"Just brace yourself, this is the one thing I never told you about," she said making me extremely nervous.

Kristie's  p.o.v 

I could tell he was nervous about what I said but I am nervous about what he is about to discover about me, I have never told any one about it..... until now, I guess.