All I wanted was a safe haven for me and my thoughts. I always feel a presence of someone,who's not me but here in my shoes,breathing down my neck. My head aches and sends warm chills down my spine. A feeling that mimics knives or blades grazing your skin,not cutting but grazing. You crave the pain that it delivers normally but none comes from it. You're trying to find a Paradise some were deep in disguise and lies. I can only dream of a place as so. I want to fall,but then to be caught. I want to hide , but not run. I fortress I once ran in torn in front of my very own eyes. Meaning, destroying my only Paradise.
-EveningBride
