Feel me ~ Bill Kaulitz

Feel Me

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Me and Tom walk out the bathroom, I thought we were walking back to class but he took me a different direction.

Where is he taking me!?

"Tom where are we going?" I ask tilting my head.

"My car, I thought it would be nice to skip first period." Tom smiles.

There better be skittles, he said skittles.

I would love to skip first period but I forgot I sit by Bill. Cant let my man sit alone.

"Maybe we should go to class." I say trying to get him to agree.

"No, it will be fun plus I have first Period with Taylor." Tom says groaning.

I thought he liked Taylor! Wait, is Bill pretending to like me! RAHH!

"Thought you liked Taylor." I laugh getting in the passengers seat.

His car was big and nice can't even lie to you.

Shouldn't be thinking like this, but this reminds me of my first sex, my ex brought me to his car and there it happened. If I was my ex I would've bought a new car I swear.

"Oh well, shes getting bitchy and me and her were never a thing." Tom shrugged.

"Oh." Was all I could say.

Were are the skittles, im tired of my stupid thinking I just want the skittles.

Tom gets in his seat and starts the car up. I swear if he kidnaps me I will kill him I swear.

"Uh." I say giving Tom the dirtest look.

"Just on for music." Tom laughs.

Oh goody thought I was about to be kidnapped.

WHERE ARE THE SKITTLES RAHH!
Im going crazy I just want the skittles and to see Bill.

Tom soon turns around and grabs a BIG bucket of skittles.

"Dig in." Tom smiles.

I think Tom likes skittles.

"Thank you." I smile.

Of course I dig in.

It's almost time for second period now. Me and Tom have been in here for about 30 minutes. We talked a lot, Tom is so sweet and understandable.

FUCK I HAVE MATH NOW! Who am I killing. Myself, Im kidding!

"Let's go." I laugh hopping out of Toms car.

I sprinted into school, I knew I was gonna be late for second period wich is fine because it's math.

"You're late!" The math teacher yells.

"Ok?" I say with attitude.

I somehow got away with my attitude and took a nap in class.

Finally time for lunch, I can see Bill for the first time in days.

I sprint to the lunchroom and sit down. I decided I wasn't hungry after all the skittles I ate, I think I am a big skittle.

"Hi Bill!" I smile as he sits in front of me.

He didn't answer, he just looked at me like I was some kind of monster! What is his problem now.

"Bill?" I say trying to see whats wrong.

"What!" He sighs.

I didn't reply I just looked at him with disgust. I can't believe he's acting like this after what happened at the party.

Tom seemed to not really talk to Taylor honestly I wouldn't either with the way shes been acting.

I knew the perfect plan, talk to Tom the whole time and make Bill jealous.

"So Tom, are full from the skittles." I laugh. I remembered he grabbed a handful and ate while running to second period.

"I most certainly am." Tom laughs with me.

Taylor looked pissed but Bill seemed to not be paying attention.

Me and Tom talked all lunch, still nothing from Bill.

Time skip.
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Before it was time to leave I had to talk to Bill so I knew what was actually happening.

"Bill, are you okay did I do something?" I ask with a sad look on my face.

I really hope he communicates with me, I really love and care about him I wanna know what I did or whats wrong. Even though nobody ever cared about me like this, I still really care about certain people like this.

"You're acting so clingy and stuff, its weird I don't even know you, you're weird and I knew it from the start!" Bill spat at me.

I didn't even answer, I couldn't answer. My heart shattered at those words.

I ran to my car, crying. How could he say that when he was the clingy one at the party! I can't tell what hurts more, getting your heart shattered by someone you trust or getting your life destroyed by your own parent.
To me it feels the same knowing I never like this toward someone.