Insecurities (B.A.P Zelo)

Chapter - 6

What She Wears When She Hangs Out With Zelo 👆👆👆

🎧 APink - Remember 👆👆

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It was Saturday and I was getting ready to hang out with zelo. He haven't told me what we were going to do today, he just said to be ready by three. I checked the time and saw that I still hap about twenty minutes before three, and since I don't do much I put off  until I had ten minutes.
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I looked up from my computer and checked the time. Oh My God I only have five minutes left! Why does this always happen to me I always check the time to early or to late why?! 

Five minutes later I was done surprisingly I usually take like ten minutes just brushing my hair. Right as I was walking towards the living room I heard a knock on the door.

Before I opened the door I took a breath and fixed my jacket. I opened the door only to see a tall, cute, blonde boy who wearing a t-shirt and jeans with a skateboard on the left side of him.

"Hey you ready?" Zelo says smiling and flashing his little dimple.

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"Earth to Jessica" Zelo says waving his hand in my face

"What?" I snap out of my admiration stage and try to remember what he said before I started checking him out

"I said if you were ready" He says giggling a little. Oh my god that was so cute I am going to die from his cuteness.

"Um yea lets go." I say grabbing my phone and keys from the table.

"So where are we going?" I say looking up at him

"Um I was thinking we can hang out at my house for a little bit and then maybe go to the park right after." He says putting his skateboard down on the floor.

"You wanna try riding it?" He says smiling at me. His smile should literally be illegal it's too cute.

"Umm no thanks. I'll pass." I say shaking my head.

"Come on. Are you scared you'll fall?" He says laughing a little.

That and what if I break the thing that would be embarrassing. He wouldn't want to talk to me anymore and would tell the school I'm so fat that I even broke his skateboard.

"Um yea. I don't want to take a chance of breaking my bones." I obviously wasn't going to tell him that I might break it. I mean would you?

"Come on. I'll hold your hands, you won't fall if I hold your hands now would you?" He says tilting his head to the side.

Crap! He has a point there, but what if it breaks because it can't hold my weight I've been gaining a lot of weight lately, and I'm pretty sure the skateboard won't be able to hold all of it. I guess I'm going to take a chance and hope for the best.

"I guess I'll try." I say pushing away the thoughts that I might break it.

I get on and I wobble a little bit, I was about to fall until zelo caught me.

"Thanks"

"No problem"

Once I got my balance I held zelo's hand and he started walking towards his house. I rode his skateboard all the way holding his hands and surprisingly I didn't break it which is a good thing.

We walked into his house and into his kitchen. I see a lady she must be zelo's mom.

"Hey mom I want to introduce to you Jessica she's a friend from school." He says gesturing to me.

"Um hi I'm Jessica." I say smiling

"Hi Jessica nice to meet you. Your so pretty." She says hugging me

Me pretty. She's probably just saying that because she feels bad for me, being ugly and fat.

"Mom we're going to be in my room for a little okay." Zelo says grabbing my hand and leading me to his room.

"Alright just don't do anything dumb." She says loud enough for us to hear and laughing at the end.

"Wanna play Xbox?" Zelo says

"Uh sure you have Call Of duty wellfare"She says and his eyes widen.

"Yes!!! Lets play" He says surprised of her memory of video games

After about an hour of playing we decided it was time to go to the park, and to be honest I wasn't really looking forward to that part. If we go to the park that means a lot of people will be there, and if there's a lot of people there's a big possibility of me being insecure, and I hate feeling like that, but it's not like I tell him so I guess going to the park it is.

We got to the park and let's just say I haven't seen the park be this full in a long time, I guess the day we come to the park is the day a family decided to have a party here. Yay.

Zelo suggested we go and hang out at the swings. After hanging out there for a little bit some kids wanted to play on the swings so we got off and started walking around talking about random stuff. I found out that Zelo likes to dance,rap, and to ride skateboards obviously.

Time went by pretty fast and we started heading back to my house to call it day. As we were walking I noticed a familiar frame not that far from us. After trying to guess who it was I finally figured out who it was. Of all days and of all of people they just had to be here. Just seeing them ruined everything. I was about to tell Zelo if we can walk the other way but right as if they were on cue.

"Hey Jessica!"

Someone take me away please.

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