This is an all-member Stray Kids fanfic of their first time sharing a bed with someone. Read and Enjoy!!
*may contain fluff, angst, and mature content. Readers discretion is advised*
- Offers to sleep on the couch to make you more comfortable
- asks for your permission before he cuddles you.
- spoons you from the back and whispers sweet nothings in your ear until you fall asleep.
- "I'm so happy you're mine, I love you"
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"Welcome to my place," Chan said
"I know it's not much but it's my favourite place in the world after your arms of course" he continued and laughed at his joke and I couldn't help it but laugh as well. He can be so cheesy sometimes but I love it and him.
Chan and I just went on our fourth date and honestly, the night couldn't have been more magical. I thought we were having a late-night romantic picnic in the park but turns out Chan had more things planned. After we had dessert, he said he was going to drop things off in the car and came back with a sign and the biggest bouquet of white roses I've ever seen. He got down on one knee and asked if he could be my boyfriend. I was shocked because I just concluded that I loved him a few days prior and I was working up the nerve throughout the date to confess. But turns out he had been feeling the same way and couldn't wait to tell me. I accepted his proposal and I still couldn't believe that he was my boyfriend. When I met Chan, I was at a low place in life. My boyfriend of 3 years just broke up with me and I hated men and the entire world. I friend-zoned him for the longest time while I healed through trauma and heartbreak. And the entire time he was respectful of my space, time and process and he never pushed me. To be honest, I think I fell for him then I but just couldn't bring myself to admit it. But I'm glad my friends pushed me into asking him out on a date and now the rest is history.
But tonight had other plans for us because, after Chan's proposal, the heavens opened and hadn't stopped. Chan was bummed that we couldn't finish our date but I told him it was the universe blessing our relationship. Before we ran off, I stood under the rain, head tilted back and let the coolness wash over me. At that moment, I felt the anxiety, doubts and fear wash away. When I took my next breath, it felt like an air of peace descended over me and settled deep in my bones. I took it as a sign that being with Chan was exactly where I needed to be.
Which brings us here, Chan's house. It was a miracle we even made it in one piece. The rain made it so difficult to see and roads were slippery so Chan couldn't drop me home. The thought that I would be staying over and sharing a bed with him didn't occur until we stepped foot into his house. His voice faded into the background as I let the anxiety consume me. I haven't done anything this bold since I asked him out and even then, my girls had to be on standby in case I passed out from stress. These thoughts ran through my head as Chan kept talking. What if I snored or farted in my sleep? What if I drooled? What if he realizes he doesn't like me anymore when he sees me without makeup? The what-ifs continued to swirl around in my head as breathing became harder. It felt like a vice was constricting my heart tighter and tighter as we walked in the direction of his room. When we got there, my feet remained glued to the floor and I couldn't go inside.
"babe, are you okay? You look a little pale" Chan asked a little worried
"Um yeah, I'm okay just slightly freaking out that we have to share a bed, no biggie. Couples do this all the time, it shouldn't be that hard. It's just sleeping, in a few hours it'll be morning and it'll be over and omg I need to breathe. It's hot in here or is it me? Are you hot? Ofc you're hot but like I meant the other type of hot..." I trailed off when I noticed that he was staring at me in disbelief. I had also taken a few steps away from his room like the floor was lava. Not a good way to start a relationship but what could I do?
" Okay baby, I need you to take deep breaths" He walked up to me and grabbed my shoulders lightly.
"I can sleep on the couch if you want. I want you to be comfortable" He looked at me with eyes twinkling with amusement but also worry.
"Oh no," I replied "I can't kick you out of your bed, it's your house. I'm fine, I don't know why I worked myself into a frenzy" I finished
"Are you sure, I really don't mind?" He asked again
"Yes I'm really fine I promise" I reassured him and kissed him lightly on the lips. And I was fine. Hearing Chan offer to sleep on the couch just reminded me that I wasn't with my shitty ex but rather with someone who loved me and cared about my well-being.
The rest of the night went off without incident. Chan gave me some of his clothes to change into, and we did our skincare routine together and brushed our teeth as well. The butterflies in my stomach came to life when I saw my toothbrush beside Chan's. This really could be the rest of my life but I let myself focus on the present and not get carried away with thoughts of the future.
We were finally in bed and it felt like all of Chan's confidence melted away. He was lying beside me facing the ceiling but I could feel the tension wafting off of him.
"Channie are you okay" I asked
"Yes I'm just a little nervous" he giggled" It's been a really long time since I've shared a bed with someone" He concluded
"Oh... okay," I said but he must have heard something in my voice because he turned to face me and cupped my cheeks.
"I'm so glad it's you in my bed tonight and no one else. I'm so glad I met you and I am definitely glad that it rained tonight" He said. I could hear the smile in his voice and I couldn't help but smile and nuzzle my cheek into his palm.
"Can we cuddle to sleep?" he asked and I knew his ears were red and he was blushing and I fell in love all over again. It melted my heart that he even thought to ask for permission. After I gave my approval, he scooted closer until I was wrapped in his arms with my back against his chest. I felt a sense of calm envelop me. My breathing slowed, my brain quieted and my eyes slowly closed. I felt warm and safe at that moment and I was already asleep when I heard him say,
"I'm so happy you're mine, I am the luckiest person in the world. I love you, darling"
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author note: writing this made me miss chan so much and then he posted. It's like he heard me summon him hehe :) Also I apologize for any grammartical errors.
