Maybe I'm the one with all the red flags. Maybe it's me. I get told it's not me, but that person isn't my friend or my mom or even my boyfriend. I bet they couldn't live with me on a daily basis. No one could. I know I couldn't or can't. I surely wouldn't want to. Especially if everything I think people think about me is true. Yeah, I know my thoughts get in the way, but if I'm being honest, I'd rather listen to 1000 bad thoughts than to watch my family grow up from heaven. I know everything will be okay even if I don't think it will be. I've just got to keep pushing through. Yeah, I have bad times, but they'll pass eventually. It's just a part of life it's a part of my journey
