I got dressed for the party and to go get the liquor. I really didn't want to go with Noah but I guess since I don't want anyone to know that we're not in a good place right now I'd just go.
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I felt so sexy in this and Aveyonna took the pics for me and I posted them on my insta. I told Noah I'd be waiting in the car but all he could say is he's sorry.
I began to feel like I was being too harsh but then I snapped back and remembered how hurt I was when he lied to me about all of it.
I waited about 5 minutes in the car before Noah came in. "Can you just talk to me?" He slammed the door. "Noah just drive the goddamn car."
"No ,we need to talk and—and what Noah?! You love me? If you did would you be kissing that girl?" I asked and my eyes got watery.
"I'm sorry! I love you!" He yelled making my tears spill out from my eyes. I get out the car and go back in the house crying.
Marcus and Aveyonna see me crying and they run over to me. "What's wrong ? What happened?" They ask me. "He cheated on me." I cry hard.
Aveyonna takes me upstairs to clean myself up while Noah comes in looking mad and apologetic.
When we get upstairs she sits next to me at my vanity and talks to me while doing my makeup. "What happened Bianca?" She asks
"Last night he ,he was at the club with his friends and one of them sent me a picture of him with a girl" I showed her the picture.
"And he kissed her too" I said swiping to the next picture. She hugged me tight for a minute while I cried in her arms and said "You just gotta get him back"
"What?" I ask. "At the party tonight his friends will show up and see you wearing this sexy outfit and you kiss one of them like he did and you'll be even." She said.
I thought about it for a few seconds before saying. "I can't do that, I love him and I know I shouldn't but I can't just do something like that." I say wiping my tears.
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After crying a lot earlier I decided to still have the party and try to have a good time and not worry about Noah.
I took Noah's car and went to get drinks with Aveyonna, we got some vodka, Hennessy, whiskey, and some beers. I'm not a big fan of beer but some people are.
We got back to the house and I set up the drinks and snacks before the party started.
Sienna,Bri and Sariah showed up and I introduced them to Avey. They got along well and soon the party was jumpin.
I drank a lot with the girls and danced with almost every guy there...except for Noah.
Jeremiah showed up and him and I had a few drinks until I was more than tipsy. I looked over at Noah who was glaring at Jeremiah then I looked back at him.
"Come upstairs with me" I whispered in his ear and dragged him to the bathroom upstairs. As soon as we got in there we started kissing against the wall.
He kissed my neck and gave me hickeys all over and it felt so good that I started moaning.
"Keep going" I moaned. He started lifting up my skirt and I unbuttoned his shirt and pants. I could no longer think straight. I was too drunk and I'm not sure I even wanted to think straight.
He lifted me up and put his dick inside me making me moan loud. He fucked me with a fast pace and I moaned louder and louder each time.
"Mm Noah" I moaned. Jeremiah had stopped and I couldn't figure out why. "Why'd you stop?" I asked.
"You called me Noah" he told me and put his pants back on. "I didn't mean too—" I was interrupted by Noah barging in the bathroom because I forgot to lock the door.
He looked furious and I was kind of scared at what he would do. He pulled Jeremiah out the bathroom and a fight broke out. Noah punched Jeremiah and he punched back.
I called Marcus upstairs to break the fight up but he couldn't hear me over the music so I attempted to break it up myself. "Stop!" I yelled and got in the middle of them.
Noah pushes me back and punched Jeremiah hard in his face knocking him out cold. I stood there stunned covering my mouth looking at him.
He looked at me angrily and said "what happened in there?!" He yelled. "Noah why—" he cut me off. "What did you do in there Bianca?!" He came closer to me.
"We...we uh—spit it out Bianca!" He yells at me. "We had sex Noah." I said feeling really guilty. He kissed another girl but I sure as hell made everything worse having sex with another man.
Tears streamed down my face as I saw the rage in his face. "I only did it because I wanted to get back at you..." I said
"You did more than get back at me Bianca!" He said punching the wall behind him. "I know, I know, I realized I should have just talked to you..I was just so mad." I told him.
I tried to hold his hand but he pushed it away and went downstairs. I ran after him apologizing to him for everything and telling him that I forgive him, but he didn't listen he ran out of the party.
I got pulled to a room with aveyonna and the girls. "She told us what happened Bianca are you okay?" Sienna asked. "I messed things up." I told them. "He kissed another girl and I was so mad that I just had sex with one of his friends!"
They looked at me shocked. "That's low" Bri said. "I know and he caught me and he kind of had a fight with Jeremiah upstairs" I told them.
"You fucked Jeremiah?!" Sariah asked. "He's one of Noah's BEST friends."Sariah told me making m feel worse. "I really want Noah and I'm scared he won't forgive me now."
