ℭ𝔬𝔫𝔧𝔬𝔦𝔫𝔢𝔡- Toji x Black reader

-𝔱𝔴𝔩𝔢𝔳𝔢-

I woke up in a room however I couldn't move my body. I saw a person in the shadows in the right corner of my room. I couldn't make out a face but they felt familiar. 

As the character in the shadows continued to walk toward my bed, I recognized the face. My heart dropped as I saw my father now at the foot of my bed. 

But he was younger? 

As if he were only 14 and crying? Why the hell was he crying? this man sent me through hell and yet he's sobbing in front of me. I got the strength to get out of bed and I slowly walked over to the kid. I simply looked at him as he continued to sob and just hugged him. Not out of love but just comfort.

 Although I hate his guts, this child in front of me now had nothing to do with it. Once I let go, he disappeared. I let out a shallow breath I never knew I had 

"I can never have a normal life can I"

 I muttered. I walked over to the lights and turned back to the room to fully observe where I was. I was in my bedroom. I looked to the right of my bed and saw a bouquet of hundreds of flowers. I started to blush as I walked closer to it, already knowing who it was from. I read the letter that was attached to the roses

My love, I'm sorry for the pain I've caused, For the careless words and thoughtless flaws. In your arms, I find my solace true, Forgive me, my dear, I deeply rue. I promise to keep you safe. forever and always.

Toji

I smiled and wiped the tears that started to form and kissed the letter. Then I looked to the other side of the bed to see Megumi, Mani, and Isa's favorite plushies. My eyes started to water again when I saw the handwritten note from them

Hop you get bedder N/n luv you ❤️❤️

I started to cry as I read the notes and all the letters they left as I was out. I looked down to my chest and I noticed the bandages on my torso. "I guess he got me good '' I chuckled. As I continued to read the letters, the door slammed open with a tear-filled Xavion staring at me from the door. I simply opened my arms and he flew into them. I winced at the contact but still hung on to him tightly.

"Thank God you're awake y/n. Oh my fucking gosh, never do that dumb shit again" He stuttered as he sobbed in my arms, causing me to cry also. All this commotion caused 4 more figures to rush through the door. "N/N '' The kids screamed as they jumped into bed and joined the hug.

"Hii my love '' I choked out as the tears caused me to stutter a bit. We stayed in silence accompanied by a few sniffles and they eventually got off of me, sitting at the foot of the bed.

I looked over at Toji who was staring as if he had seen a ghost. I got up out of the bed and walked over to him. I placed my hand on it. His cheek and tears started to roll down his face. "Hi baby," I said with a smile.

He engulfed me in a tight hug and stayed quiet. We stayed like this for what felt like hours. He let go and headed my face with care as if I was the most fragile thing in the world. He leaned down and kissed me softly. This was different from before.

Toji was always rough yet this was filled with only love and care. As we broke apart I stared into his tear-filled eyes.

"I home"

TIME SKIP

"Despite me being absent for 3 months, the world kept spinning. And yet you all managed to keep all the other gangs in place. I applaud all of you for that" I spoke as I passed in front of the conference table. After a week of therapy, I was able to start working again.

Toji was not as pleased about me going back to work, but I know I've been out for too long. Xavion was taking over as the leader as I was gone, and I wanted to give him a break. I had scheduled a meeting to address the leaders of the smaller gangs and assign new territory.

As I was out, Toji took care of the rest of my father's gang, whether they wanted to change sides or die. Regardless they were not a problem anymore.

Once I dismissed the remaining groups in the room, only one person remained. I sat down to read the statistics that were just sent in to see the last person standing behind me. 

"Yes, Toji?" I questioned not having to turn around.

 "Why are you already working?" he questioned, already knowing the answer. "Look babes, imma be doing this regardless if you're watching or not." I started standing up and wrapping my arms around his neck.

"If you don't want to fall behind, I suggest you enter the race also, you're getting a bit flabby down there," I stated as I poked his not-defined abs. Once I looked up, his face read an expression I couldn't fully read, but I knew he was thinking.

"Lemme take you out on a date." He demanded as he slid his arms over my lower waist. "And I'm not asking," he spoke before capturing a kiss. I've noticed recently whenever he's around me, he's constantly touching me or kissing me. And he's not as rough as he once was.

"Okay," I spoke briefly before diving back into the kiss. I opened my eyes to already find his staring at mine, with lustful intent. He leaned into my neck and started kissing it. "you know you've been driving me on this whole meeting" he whispered into my ear as his hand gripped my ass. 

My knees started to give, and I started to squeeze my thighs as my core was starting to drip. "T-toji~" i wined as i tried to keep composure. "what if- someone-fuck- comes in" I stuttered trying to push him off to lock the door. he simply grabbed my chin and smirked.

 He cornered me to the table and spoke "i gross we'll have to put on a show for them" he smirked and ripped my shirt off, instantly grabbing my breast and placing his knee on my core. i let out a loud moan and covered my mouth with my hand. "don't do that love. lemme hear you" he said removing my hand and crouching down to my lower part.

I watched him as he kissed down my body and pushed my legs up again.

He licked between my folds. He tapped his tongue on my core before pressing it into my opening. i tried to keep in as much sound as i could, knowing the walls weren't soundproof. i felt him smirk bellow as he continued to watch me unfold. His lips surrounded my heat next, completely closing off the area.

My back arched hard, my hands desperately grasping at his hair. My stomach fell, hips rolling as I moaned for him.

He sucked softly moving his head up and down between my clit and entrance. He grabbed my thighs and went deeper as i screamed as i reached my climax.

"look at you baby," he said with a smirk slurping up the juices. All i could do was pant and look at him with a tired expression. he stood up and took his tie off. he picked me up and carried me into my office, trying not to look suspicious to the others in the hallway.

He placed me down on the couch in my office and locked the door. He slowly unbuttoned his shirt as i stared in awe, as my core started to drip again.

"Hope your not tired love," he said leaning over me.

Strip for me. 

Author note

MY LOVES, I AM SO SORRYYY. I know I've been absent but, a lot of stuff is happening right now.  Schools a lot right now and I'm almost in college, so I apologize for the lack of attention on Wattpad. I promise you I will try my hardest to wrap up both books soon, with the right quality and timing. also thank you for all the reads!! LOVE YALL <3