me and bill have been bestfriends since we were 3 ,i've always had a thing for him but ever since he hosted his and toms 16th party he met this girl named lina and he's been acting distant with me,every break and lunch lina's always there,every morning when we walk to school and back she's always there and even when i ask bill to go out he's always fucking too busy hanging out with her or he says yeah and bring that bitch.and ever since i've met her she just always gives me dirty looks,i remember this one time i was gonna talk to bill about this whole thing that's going on with the 3 of us but instead she pulled bill away and they just walked off.i've tried speaking to tom about it aswell but he always says that lina will stick around bill for a while and then leave for a new boy but it's been around 4 months of them 2! although i've changed my mind and i'm confronting him about it today and showing him how i feel about it.
*present*
i wake up to the beeping of my alarm causing me to groan in annoyance and throw it across my room as i wake up,it's currently 7:05am and i walk to the bathroom turning on the shower as i take my clothes of waiting for the water to get warm.i finish shaving my body and washing my hair,i get my white towel robe and proceed to sit down at my desk running oils through my hair and drying it so it's nice and straight.once i'm finished with my hair i go to my undies draw and pick out a dark red set,i look at all my clothes and chuck some flared jeans on with a
leopard belt and a plain white cropped vest which carve out my boobs perfect and put my belly piercing on display!i chuck on my adidas campus 00s as i admire myself in my mirror,i run downstairs seeing a note on the kitchen island "sweetie sorry my boss called me and said i needed to go to work earlier since it's important but i've left a cheese sandwich out on the side for you! love you lots mum" "ugh her boss is such a cunt always wanting her there at 5" i think.i take a cigarette out of the box on the side and smoke it quickly, i breathe out the smoke thinking about what i'm gonna have to do with bill and his asslick today.i take one last puff before flicking it on the porch and stomping on it,i go back in and quickly put on some simple make up since i'm not here to impress no one.i go brush my teeth and go downstairs to eat my sandwich before leaving the house.i look around and no sign of bill?god i've gotta walk by myself again.i huff in annoyance as i start walking by myself until i hear a beep coming up across me as i turn my head and see tom on his motorbike "need a lift?you look depressed" he laughs "ugh yes please i don't wanna be walking by myself" i giggle as i hop on his motorbike as he starts it again giving us no time till we're in school,he parks his bike as i get off "thanks tom you're a life saver!" i smile at him as we both look up to see bill and lina walking together?!"what the fuck" i say slightly shouting getting more attention from others "y/n it's a waste of time thinking about them or even looking at them!bill will soon start realising on what real friend he's blanking for some other slut" tom says patting my shoulder i look up at him and smile as we walk to our classes,tom hugs me as we say bye to eachother.i walk into my class forgetting not only is bill in here but lina aswell!i look over at them talking not even acknowledging me,i walk over to them "bill a minute please?" i say looking down at the boy on the chair as he sighs getting up from the chair "can i come aswell?" lina asks,is this bitch fr? "no the fuck" i laugh as she looks me up and down,i lead bill outside as i shut the door.there's an awkward silence as he looks at me puzzled "so what did you want to talk about y/n" he says breaking the silence,damn he doesn't even call by my n/n anymore "well" i say looking up at him "bill ever since you've met lina you've basically blanked me out of your life,you never have time to meet up with me anymore or even walk with me to school and back and normally when you do lina always has to come with us and since you 2 were walking together this morning u completely forgot about me and didn't even ring me or wait for me outside so i was gonna walk by myself but then tom offered to drive me here!and just so you know it's not just me that thinks this aswell, do u wanna know what tom told me what she does around the school?well she jumps from boy to boy and i don't want u to be a victim of that and if im being honest it's more like im putting effort into this friendship,you don't even call me by my nickname anymore!"i say sounding slightly jealous as i pause for a minute before speaking again "im sick and tired of needing your attention!" i say slightly shouting as my eyes start to tear up leaving bill silent,i look up at him as he has nothing to say so i start to walk away before bill grabs me and pulls me in a kiss,i look at him shocked as he pulls away "y/n the only reason i've been luring myself away from you is because i've loved you since we met and you've never really shown me any sign that you're into me so i thought it'd be best to distance myself away from you and move on to lina.i was gonna tell you at some point but i just wasn't ready" he says looking down at the floor,i grab his face and kiss him "bill i would've rathered you be honest with me instead of not talking to me,i love you too" i smile as he hugs me "well do u want to date me n/n?" he says "ofcourse!" i says hugging him tight as i kiss him as he kisses back letting his hands snake around my waist.we go back into our class as we see our teacher coming aswell,i look over at lina who's on a different boys lap looking up and down at bill,she quickly rushes over to her seat next to bill "billy u took too long outside" she says "lina me and y/n are together now so please,have no contact with me.i know about what u do round the school and tbh i don't really wanna get toyed around by u also can u move so y/n can sit there?" bill replies "UGH" she scoffs as she walks off to sit with the boy she was sitting on earlier.i sit down next to bill as we both laugh "i love you bill" i say as i go in for a kiss "i love you too n/n".
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