I woke up feeling worser than ever, I felt angry and upset over nothing. I just felt so tired and never wanted to get up to see anyone again. Even at breakfast I was just so tired of my mom's constant yelling and anger towards me that I didn't even bother to respond and just thought about all the times where she would blame us, but it was really her fault.
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I felt trapped and wanted to disappear where no one not even friends and the most special people to me mattered.
I took a quick nap later in the day and it helped me lift some weight off my shoulders. I had to visit my grandfather but first I had to do laundry at the laundromat and which I didn't want to do but I did so I took a shower and once I was ready, I went to the laundromat with my mom. To be honest going there only made my day worse and i wanted to cry my eyes out. My mom kept nagging about the clothes and how I wasn't doing anything right and how I didn't do the things she told me to even though she didn't tell me to do anything and told me after I was done doing the things I just did. The constant nagging and disapproval from my mom only made me feel more stressed, even though I made the slightest mistake she would yell and constantly made comments about how she would leave me. I cried and felt so frustrated I wanted to be gone to wipe my entire existence from the world, everyone in the laundromat looked at me as my tears dripped down my face.
even when i had gotten into my grandparents place i didn't talk or speak to anyone and just kept holding myself back from crying more. i didn't feel any better when i got home i laid in my bed closing my eyes to sleep.
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