reassurance

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You sat on your couch scrolling mindlessly through your phone as you waited for your girlfriend to arrive home from work.

You had a show going in the background for comfort as you tapped on a post you noticed had Sana included.

"Hm? What's this?" You wondered as you read the caption, "Sana and her admirers." You started becoming self conscious upon seeing how many celebrities had a crush on her or thought of your girlfriend as their ideal type.

Thoughts started rushing through your mind. You usually don't mind other people liking Sana, as you know she's beautiful and overall great at what she does, but you never seemed to think about it in this way, overthinking everything. All the people you saw in the post were either big in the music industry or models.

You sighed and sat in your thoughts, thinking of all the worse possible scenarios that could happen. Would she break up with you for them? After all, she could at any moment. Will she start noticing how you don't amount to them? She probably already has. Is she going to leave you? Forever? Your mind games were interrupted as you heard the front door unlocking.

"Y/N? Baby, I'm home!" Sana yelled out as soon as she stepped foot inside her apartment. She set down her belongings on the kitchen table and took off her shoes and jacket.

You avoided looking at her and quietly spoke, "I'm here."

Sana heard and brushed how quiet you were off before quickly making her way to you. "I missed you so much," she said as she smiled and sat close beside you, laying her head down on your shoulder.

Even with those negative question still in the back of your mind, you smiled regardless. "I missed you too." Although you were happy she was in your arms again, you had the urge to find answers.

"You were on my mind all day," Sana sighed out, relaxing further into you from her exhausting day.

You brought her closer as you contemplated bringing everything up. You didn't want to stress her out even more, especially since you thought your feelings weren't as important as to what she's going through.

Sana took notice of your silence and no matter how close she was to you, she could tell you were still uncomfortable. "Babe? What's on your mind right now?" You hummed in response and finally looked at her. "Huh? Nothing, love." You smiled at her. "I don't believe you," she said and moved out of your embrace to look at you fully.

You bit your lip and swallowed your nervousness before taking a deep breath. "Okay, honestly? There's a lot going on in my head right now. About us."

Sana furrowed her brows and tilted her head, "What do you mean? Did I do something wrong?" You shook your head quickly, "No! Of course not. It's me, actually. I-I think I don't deserve you. And before you say anything, I want you to know, that there's so many other people out there that are better than me, and perfect for you! I don't want you to think I just-"

Sana interrupted you by pushing her lips onto yours, initiating a deep kiss, taking your breath away. She leaned you onto your back and kept her lips on yours. Only when you both needed air, she pulled away.

"I had to shut you up somehow," Sana said with a soft laugh. "Plus you look really cute right now."
You were speechless at her actions and your lips were parted.

"Don't say anything. It's my turn. You want to know what I think? I think you're crazy. Crazy for ever thinking I could fall for anyone who isn't you. I don't care what other people think, or who they think I should be with. I make my own decisions, and I chose to be with you. My fans can ship me with whoever in the world, and they still will never amount up to you. You are everything I've ever wanted in a person. I love you."

You were speechless once again at her words and felt your heart only grow more in love with her. "Sana..." You put your hand on her cheek and the other on her waist to pull her closer. "I'm sorry. I was just really insecure because of what other people were saying. Then I just started spiraling. I love you too."

Sana leaned into your touch and smiled lovingly, "Don't invalidate your feelings, baby. I wanted you for you. If you ever need reassurance again, I'll gladly give it to you. Just know, I've never looked at anyone how I look at you."

You started blushing and buried your head in her neck. "You always know what to say. This is why I love you so much."

Sana giggled and kissed your forehead. "I'm glad you made the first move though. I would've never noticed you if you hadn't." You playfully smacked her arm and scoffed. "I'm kidding. I was going to approach you no matter what anyways."

You smiled and felt better than ever. Sana proved how much she loved you and gave you the assurance you needed.













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