It is love

Its scary

"Okay are you ready" Jo groans "I don't know I'm really scared" "don't be,just hold my hand and"
"I'm not doing that"Tom scoffs "you didn't let me finish just hold my hand and squeeze it as tight as you need to"

"Oh right"Jo holds Toms hand and closes her eyes "okay on the count of three"Jo sighs "one...two...three"Tom goes into Jos mind.

1974
"Hey cutie" "hey ty"Jo smiles "im sorry to be an ass but can you ask Remus for my book back"Jo nods "okay sure" "great,thanks kid"he walks away and Jo sighs "kid?is that all I am to him"She says to her self.

"Jo I need your help" James rushes over to her "what with?" "Lilly"Jo rolls her eyes "seriously"
James nods "yes!your a girl" "yeah and I'm nothing like Lilly"

James nods "right" "I'll still try help you though"he smiles "she likes tulips uh and she likes rings and complements"Jo giggles "she always complements others but she hardly gets any"James nods "thanks sis...what should I say when I asks her out?"

Jo shrugs "iv never asked anyone out before"
"I'll go ask Sirius" "No! I-I'll try help" "no it's fine I'll just asks Siri" "I want to help" "Jo relax jeez,I'll just talk to Sirius"

Jo frowns as he walks away "Sirius this
Sirius that"she mocks and rolls her eyes slamming her book onto the table.

"Ooft someone's angry" "I'm not in the mood for sarcasm reggie" regulus sits next to her "oh what's up" "your brother a twat" "I could've told you that years ago"regulus laughs.

"I love Sirius I really do but...I miss James it's always sorry can't I'm going to hogsmeade with Sirius or I'll asks Sirius for advice,and I'll tell you this reg I'm sick of it"Jo has a voice crack at the end "I'm sorry"she looks down.

"No I'm here to listen that's what best friends are for"Jo smiles "thanks reggie I love you"

Now
"So I can see you've always been sensitive and short tempered " "I have not!and I'm not sensitive now...how could you say that about me"she says crossing her arms and raising her brows.

"It is so true" "it is not!" Jo covers her mouth
"oh maybe it is"She sighs "im useless"
"Yeah you are"She scoffs "wow thanks"

"You are now not forever though"
"you terrify me" "thanks Josie" "call me that again and I'll cut you hand off!...Wow I really am short tempered"

With Tyler!
"Just call the school"Tyler says while feeding Jamie "should I?" "You definitely should...little bites baby"Tyler looks at Jamie and cleans around his cute little baby mouth.

"It feels wrong!sirius is not long dead" "Remus it's been quite a while call him" Remus bites his bottom lip "I don't know...I like him but"
"Just call him!"tyler goes up to the house phone.

"Hey,hi is this Grant?" "Tyler!"remus rushes over to him "Im Remuses brother,yeah Remus would love to meet up with you some time" Remus stares at Tyler  "dinner tomorrow at seven,that's great!I'll let him know okay bye now"Tyler hangs the phone up.

"Your welcome" "h-he wants t-to m-meet with
m-me?"tyler nods "Grant the muggle who teaches primary kids wants to meet with me again" Tyler nods again "yes!now sit the fuck down your making me nervous your like bouncing"Tyler walks back over to the couch.

"Okay I'm going upstairs to find a tie for Tomorrow" "geek" "shut up at least I have date"
Tyler scoffs "uh I'm married to your mate"
"Yeah but like I'm going on a date!"

Back with Jo
"Uh so your gonna do it again?"jo asks hesitantly "yes until you grow a pair" "if you keep talking to me like that I'll have to get Mary on you and when I tell you she is scary I mean she is scary"Jo says raising her brows.

"Right then I'll try stay on your good side"smiles "yeah"she holds his hand again "I'm scared like I'm actually terrified" "me too what if this Mary chick just pops up" jo laughs.

"I'm sorry again for asking but why are we doing this?" "Like I said something bad is coming and you stew not emotionally prepared" "cant you just tell me!" "No" "please Iv been through a lot I can handle it!" "Just shut the fuck up"

What happened to James
Jo looks around the house she's in and slowly creeps down the stairs.

At the bottom of the stairs there's a unit with a photo of her and flowers next to it "Lilly take Harry upstairs"Lilly runs up the stairs and right through jo.

James answers the door and a flag of green light meets Jos eyes "JAMES!"jo yells running down the stairs she kneels down next to him.

"P-Peter"she looks up as shock fills her face.

She's back at Hogwarts and falls to the ground "no not my Peter"she rushes back to Remuses room.

"It was Peter" "what?" "Peter killed James" remus smiles slightly "so Sirius is innocent"
"Yeah...but peter killed my brother"

Now
"I remember that day very well...it was only a few years ago,it was not long before me and ty changed...things and the night me and remus kissed"

"wow okay well I don't care about your love life but this time you didn't cry or try kill me"Jo smiles "that's right!I didn't"she giggles.

"I think we're finally progressing" "yeah...well I'm going to check on my boy then my other boys night"Jo walks out Tom class "yeah...night"

"Hey mattheo" "oh hi Jo" "Where are you going dressed like that?" "Me and reg are meeting"Jo smiles "that's cute"

"Be safe both of you" "we will don't worry about us we're big boys" Jo chuckles "bye" "bye"

Dear Tyler x
How's Jamie doing I miss you lot so much I love you so much,I'm really worried about what's gonna happen.Oh and also Mary's coming for Jamie tomorrow.
   Love you xxx

Jo gives the letter to an owl  and sits in her bed all alone in silence just thinking,remembering things she wanted to forgot.

But it all comes to her mind now at the worst time,her mind is playing tricks on her she can hear screaming she can hear sobbing.

Witch is weird because all the school kids are sleeping...apart from regulus and Mattheo but there fine there just walking around campus.

She closes her eyes to try fall asleep but all she can see is James and Peter and what happened to them.

She rushes up from her bed sweat dripping down from her and she opens the window and lets out a big breath.

"Fuck me"she mumbles as the cold wind hits her face,she closes the window snd sits by it for a moment opening her drawer.

A drawer that has a photo of her and James,she holds it close to her chest "I miss you so much"she lets out a light sob.

And puts her legs up to her chest and smiles at the photo "I'll take care of Harry for you I promise even if I'm doing a shit job just know I'm trying my best for him and matthoe and Jamie"Jo looks out the window at the stars.

Two stars next to each other making her smile one star though happens to be in the middle of the two.

Reminding Jo of her Hogwarts years and how Sirius was always in the middle of her and James relationships.