Chapter 20

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Teenage love is the most innocent feeling among our feelings. Teenage love is pure love maybe mixed with some blindness. You would love the person and become the best version of yourself just for them. You would be able to give everything for the slightest glance and You would believe that you can move forward with blind courage and change everything in your life with them. Teenage love is just pure madness coming from our heart.

For the other side it would be a different case. They would be afraid that everything will change and go back to the beginning. They would be afraid that when everything seems so colorful and warm, things could turn black and cold again. Once you get used to the existence of such blind love, it becomes difficult to open your eyes to the truth. But when you forget about the possibilitys and fails can happen you would enjoy being above the clouds. you would start to change you're heart from a cold stone to a soft cotton candy.

Thats what was Kang and sailom were doing. Kang was falling more and more each day and becoming attached to sailom without thinking about anything else. While sailom was trying to convince himself that this love was wrong but ends up falling for evrey small gesture Kang would do for him. And he turned from a tough person that refused evrey help, to a soft person willing to receive the affection that his crush gives him. He was still tough and stubborn but he only showed his soft side to Kang while they're together in the house.
They were being a safe place to each other. Sailom would prepare some snacks and coffee for kang while studying, cover him when he fall asleep while studying, reassureing him that he will be okay in the exams and spend alot of time with him.
Kang would hug sailom while he's asleep make sure that he's not afraid, always make sure that he didn't skip his meals and make him try evreything he wants like a new games, riding the motorcycle and so much more.

Today was a new day sailom woke up to a very comfy feeling he was sleeping near Kang on his bed. Kangs arms were around sailoms body wrapping him securely his head was leaning against kangs neck. He was sniffing his scent. It was the best feeling waking to a safe place. Sailom slowly broke the hug he got up without waking Kang. He washed his face didi his routine and went downstairs to make breakfast for both of them. He was remembering the first week he stayed here. He was too shy to even have a cup of water or to eat with them but now this place became his home and now he's lost in his thoughts making breakfast for Kang.

Kang woke up to an emptyness near him he tried to hug the body who was near him but he didn't find it in place. Kang sat probably and looked around the room. Sailom wasn't here. He made a light "tsk" sound with his mouth and he got up to do his routine. After finishing he went downstairs to look for sailom he finded him in the kitchen lost in his thought with some ingredients in front of him. Lang came from behind and hugged sailom putting his chin on sailoms shoulder.
Sailom used to hate evrey touch being flinchy and all distant and disgusted when it became to physical touch. But now he's very used to kangs light touches and hugs in fact he likes it.
Sometimes he would sit closer to Kang while studying just get some skinship or he would lean against him putting his head on kangs shoulder while watching a movie. It was more than enough for sailom.
Kanghan : are you making breakfast for us.
Sailom : yes you're favorite.
Kanghan : teach me I wanna help.
Sailom : really?
Kanghan : umm I'm serious. I want to learn a new thing again. I'll make delicious things for you. maybe for grandma when she comes back from her trip too.
Sailom : I'm a stern teacher even in cooking .
Kanghan chuckled because of the joke
Kanghan : we already know that hurry and teach me now.
Kanghan helped sailom with making the breakfast. They chatted and had some fun while making it. They set the table and sat down to eat.
Kangs father came out of his office looking to the table
The father : good morning.
Kanghan : good morning dad you're early as always
The father : I have a business to run. The money that you spend easily I earn it hardly.
Kang understood that his fathers mood was ruined today and it will be a hard day for him. But for sailom it was the first time seeing kangs father pressuring him this loud in front of him.
Sailom : would like to eat with us?
The father : yes I didint eat in the morning I have to go to my meeting eating something will be good.
Evreyone sat down eating their food
The father : if sailom wasn't here probably we would be eating from outside as always till grandma coming back. Thank you son. The food is delicious
Sailom : thank you. But Kang helped me to he did the most of the food today.
The father laughed sarcasticly. Just like he was hearing a joke.
The father : Kang prepared the breakfast. We will end up in the hospital today.
He pushed the plate and got up
The father : in going to my meeting before I get poisoned. Kang the exams is starting don't be a disappointment as always.
He took his jacket and left the house.
Lang was silent the whole time but when sailom looked at him he saw that his face was totally red his eyes was glassy and he was clenching his jaw.
Sailom tried to reach Kang hand on the table
Sailom : it's o-
But Kang cut his word and standed up without eating a bite
Kanghan : I'm going to my room I'm gonna memorize.
And he went to his room to lock himself there.
Sailom stayed in the kitchen dumbfounded with the situation he felt bad for Kang. The day went like this and Kang didn't get our from his room he stayed all the day inside without giving any break or chance to himself. The night came and the slept to gather waking for the other day at school.
It was the first day of the exams week.

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Here is a short chapter. My exams for the second semester is starting wish me luck :')
This is a soft chapter for today it's the silence before the storm. Some emotional chapters are in the way
Hope you enjoy stay safe and happy

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