Zoro angst // Zolu

misunderstandings

Zoro sat at the edge of the bed, trying his very best not to cry. It was almost 2 in the morning, and he couldn't stop thinking about that moment. Tears rolled down his face as he silently sobbed, not wanting to disturb his captains slumber. 'Why do i care so much? It's just Nami, so why can't i accept it?' Zoro thought to himself. He hugged himself, holding back tears. 'Im a man, he's a man, he wouldn't work anyways. Atleast hes with a good person..' However, he couldn't get Nami's words out of his head. "I love you, luffy." Over and over again, that's all he could hear. He coddled himself as his tears gradually began to go away. He slowly fell asleep.

The next morning~~

As Zoro woke up, he remembered the events that had happened the previous day.
(Nami had previously confessed to Luffy, and though he very politely declined, Zoro wasn't there for that part..) He could feel the tears coming back, but he held himself together, thinking if anyone found out, they would find it absolutely disgusting. He slowly stood up and got dressed. As he walked to the kitchen to eat breakfast, he saw Nami in Zoros' usual spot, right across from Luffy. His blood boiled, and he started shaking, but told himself it didn't matter. They were dating now. As he sat down in Namis' spot, he couldn't help but stare at his young captian, secretly admiring him.

Luffys POV~~

'Oh, Nami took Zoros spot.. great. This is awkward.' He thought to himself. He tried his best to be nice, but he was still a little upset at Nami. It felt like she was trying to pressure him into going on a date with him, almost manipulating. That is, until he told her he already liked someone. He glanced over and saw Zoro sitting in Namis' spot. As he looked up for a moment to grab his plate, Luffy noticed his red puffy bloodshot eyes. 'Holy fuck, was he crying last night? Did he get any sleep?' He thought to himself. He quickly looked away when Zoro looked up at him. He could feel the man watching him, but didnt say anything, instead focusing on Ussopps story.

Back to Zoro~~

Luffy looked really nervous, but Zoro thought nothing of it. He got up and began walking out. "Ah, marimo. Not going to do your own dishes? Need a big kid to do it for you??" Sanji sad, smirking. "Not in the mood, swirly..." Zoro grumbled. His eyesight got blurry as he began tearing up again, taking one last glance at the captain.

No ones POV~~

As Zoro walked out, he looked and acted incredibly out of it. Sanji thought nothing of it, but Luffy was very concerned for his first mate. He looked at Zoros spot and frowned. Zoro hadnt eaten, not even the rice balls Sanji made.
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Hey guys, sorry if this is short. Its my first story and didnt really have a plan. If you have recomendations or ideas, please comment!! Love yall 😘