It was as if my world was crashing down and all that could save me is the sound of family line playing in the background, my mum has just sent me to my room and her and my mum was arguing, all I could do is hide under the blankets and forget about everything, I couldn't be fixed, I was a broken soul.
I'm Linsey and I'm 16, I had no friends and my parents hated me and eachother, I was a nothing , my hair was in a wolf cut and up to my chin, I never had dresses on but I had skirts, I mostly listened to Conan gray for my life. He was therapy.
I have multiple cuts on my wrist and thighs but I hide them, last time I had a friend I lost them due to her suicide, he last words I heard was thank you, that night she jumped, the next week so did I, but it wasn't high enough, I was broken and couldn't be fixed.
I decided to just out my window and onto the tree, I needed coffee, coffee is my life, like literally I have like 1000 coffee cups in my room, I walked to the local café and there was the most beautiful person there, his hair was short and curly, he was ginger and had a big smile on his face, I wish I could be him, happy.
I walked in and immediately looked at him.
Why was I like this, so weird I stared at someone I had never even met, he could be an absolute creep, but he was gorgeous, he was talking to Chloe moriondo, I know her from the album jaws of life by pierce the Vail, I went to a PTV concert recently but ended up passing out an hour in due to my mas anxiety.
Most people think I lie about that but it's true, I was anxious as fuck all the time, but if you had parents like mine who wouldn't be, I loved music, it was therapy, never fancied anyone in my life, should add that I'm bisexual and asexual, my style was emo but my personality was absolutely insane, what did you expect from a Conan gray fan
This is my first story so sorry for the short chapters, Linsey is basically me and sorry for adverts I hate them too, I don't mean to leave chapters short but it's midday and I'm listening to Conan gray, I also hate English at school so god knows why I want to write this
I don't edit things but anyway enjoy
