Forever Luca

Car Ride to hell

You know how life kicks you in the face for a while , well that while is now. I don't give a shit if we're starting a new life my bed is way more important . "Get up" my mom started pulling me by my legs of the bed , oh and did i forget to mention im kind of chubby ,hay im paying for her medication when she is older "let me go" i said in a groggyly . she started runing her hands down my back tickling me in the process " perv , perv !" I screamed as she pulled the covers off me . "Young lady don't you dare call you're mother a perv i was just violating your personal space" she smiled successfully as if that made sense , " In other words your just being a perv" I cracked a smirk her eyes went wide and she jumped on the bed "you're going to pay for that" she started tickling my neck until I couldn't breath. "stop , stop I surrender you're not a perv" she stood on the bed giving me a bow "lady's and gentlemen successful parenting" I laughed at her comment "sure what ever makes you sleep at night" she let out a laugh and sat next to me. " are you okay ? " I sight . "sure mom whatever " she started running her fingers through my hair , she usually does that to comfort me "listen sweetie just give it a shot if it doesn't work out i will move to whatever place you want and makes you comfortable because hunny you are my priority" she kissed my cheek. " I love you mommy" she smiled "you saying sweet things to me like that is not going to get you another minute of sleep ! Common you little she devil get up " .

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Will that was a struggle ,now I'm sitting in the front seat of my moms old honda listening to her humming to Engelbert Humperdinck how i love you , well lets just say I'm more of a sia fan ,so i put my earphones on to ignore her ear piercing tunes and played Elastic heart. Hours and hours passed until We had to stop for gas when I suddenly heared a knock on my window i rolled the thick glass down to see my dad standing there "hay baby girl i missed you" my heart filled with rage "miss me my ass , you only care about yourself " I got out of the car to face him "Don't say that i never left i was always there" now that really hit a nerve because I found myself pushing him on the concrete beneath my feet and screaming "Get away !" , "Get away" . "get away you freak you blockin the freakin way !" I heard my mother screaming at the man standing infront of our vehicle thats when I realized that it was only just a dream , a horrible dream made by my desperate imagination . " Well if i knew you were going to sleep most of the way i could've gotten a bed installed in here " . I gave her a what the heck look . "your the one making us move !" She turned around not saying another word . sometimes i feel guilty about talking back at her because i know that everything she is doing is for getting me into a decent college , and she's always been both mom and dad for me , i guess i dont show her that i love her very often but im guessing she knows it. "Are you hungry ?" Wow that women has a sixth sense "veerryyy" she laughed parking at a restaurant that looked terribly rundown. "well they look like they can surve deluscious burgers here " she shoved my arm and gave me the look , if you know what i mean (if you don't then I don't know how you lived your childhood) . "okay okay " she locked the car and we headed towards the restaurant. mom pushed the door opening it with a loud sqweek , i swear it could be put down with one push "hello is anyone there ?" My mom said reaching for the bell on the counter . gosh there was dust and spider webs everywhere , the floor sqweeked at every step we took , the seats were turned downwards as if no one had dined there for a while and every now and then i would see rats shifting around here and there. "mom I think i lost my appetite" she gave me a strange look. "what its not like im pregnant ,why the face ?" she took a step towards me "Don't move" I literally froze in my spot.